Life after bankruptcy?

kerri_gt

Ani, words seem so inadequate for your situation but I just wanted to say we're all here in your corner sending love and positive thoughts x I really hope the Social Worker can help and get things at least headed in a positive direction for you xx

ani_26

The Illusion of Life

What does the world owe me,

Is what the people ask,

Trying to be famous,

Trying to get rich fast,

People forget the important things in life,

The things that relieve all that strife,

The things that last and make us strong,

Should be remembered and undo all the wrong,

We live in an era, that seems to take,

We live in a world that is so fake,

A world of greed,

That all of us feed,

Why can’t we simply do a good deed?

We care for ourselves,

And not for each other,

We look to hoard and blame each other,

We take for granted the food we eat,

We take for granted the bed in which we sleep,

We forget the important things in life,

Family, friends and the air we breathe,

We need to cherish the moments, that come and go,

Cause you never know how life will go.



Pinched from your diary mf, whilst i still have the faculty to do so.

ani_26

Its getting harder to do simple tasks, even typing on the computer is a huge effort. I received a letter from the benefits office yesterday saying my appeal for hb has been rejected, apply again with my march income. Wr says it doesn't matter now. I suppose it doesn't since they are now going to pay me two or three times more than they would ever have given me with hb. It still doesn't make any sense to me.

I no longer have the capabilities to fill in any more forms.Its taking all my energies and concentration to type on the computer.I've now no income at all, but i don't care.Wr said yesterday if i've got some outstanding pay, they will knock it off my benefits, anyway. Who needs money? I can't be arised to to ask the state for anything, anymore. Wr said i will get dla.Why? I'm not disabled. Because i need 24/7 care, which i'm sure i won't get. Thats the good news.


Daffodils huh? I'm obsessed with two things at the moment, and daffodils is one of them. My garden is still full of every type of daff you could imagine.Someone else was a daff lover. Miniatures have been there for some weeks? now. Now the large ones are about to bloom.Someone has put some time and effort into this garden. Lots of different plants and colours.

Aesop

Hi ani

I am so sorry to read what your life has come down to. I know you are a very proud person that just wants to work.

Maybe it is time to just relax and let someone take care of you. And when you are better, and more stable financially think about working again?

((((((((ani))))))))))))))) and enjoy your daffodils. They sound very beautiful. Hope you are getting yourself out in the garden and just enjoying their beauty.

ani_26

I have counted them for you, Aesop. I have currently 5 varieties of daffs and it looks as though there are some double pale yellow ones about to bloom. Could be the best, yet.

Aesop

ani_26 wrote: »

I have counted them for you, Aesop. I have currently 5 varieties of daffs and it looks as though there are some double pale yellow ones about to bloom. Could be the best, yet.

sounds like whoever had the garden before you, knew what they wanted and what they were doing. Sounds fantastic, wish you could send them to my garden. Hate weeding and it terribly needs weeding and cleaning up!

I will have to make an effort, as even though I can get help with it, I should make some effort myself!

Are you sitting in the garden enjoying them at all ani?

ani_26

Today is one of those really bad days, again, although i must keep going, for a few days yet.I'm going to ring and cancel my appointment, yet again. I just can't face it right now, and anyway, theres no point if i don't care.

ani_26

Do you still have b to b, Aesop?

Aesop

ani_26 wrote: »

Today is one of those really bad days, again, although i must keep going, for a few days yet.I'm going to ring and cancel my appointment, yet again. I just can't face it right now, and anyway, theres no point if i don't care.

If your appointment is with a counsellor or something, maybe you should try and go along. I know you feel like you don't care, but maybe it would do you some good to talk to someone?

Aesop

ani_26 wrote: »

Do you still have b to b, Aesop?

sorry, just realised! yes I do! Pm me please.