Hubby leaving feel so lost please help me, feel alone

tracytaxi

I wonder if I have accepted husband is leaving and does not want me or is this strange calm I am feeling because my brain cant take any more with my sons problems too ???

It is quite a strange feeling, hopefully my house move is going to go through it will hit me hard if the exchange falls through.

Son is living with my mum and they are both going to see his children today. I am going to see them tomorrow, not very happy I have to sit in her flat for two hours , would rather have had them here, but will have to play the game.

Off to work in a bit, feeling very tired and detached really strange feeling, not taking any medication so not sure what it is. Hubby has got his counselling appointment , I am still waiting for mine.

Eager_Elephant

Hi Tracy

Why are you not taking your medication?

I hope this is not the calm before the storm (nervous breakdown). Maybe you have been so stressed out that you are a bit numb to it all now but I hope it is because you have realised there is no going back.

I am sorry your son is still having a bad time of it, I can't believe SS would tell your son that he has to make sure her house is tidy although of course he could help with bottles etc for the children.

I think young girls who split from partners when children are involved can be complete biatches!! I say this through experience as I did exactly the same. When I left my DS's father for my now DH I was a right !!!!! and did not allow him contact etc etc. He went to court and got legal aid, I didn't and had a £4000 solicitors bill.

With hindsight and maturity I can see what I did was wrong but at the time I thought I was getting one up on him!!

Hopefully she will grow up and act more mature about things. I think it will be difficult for her to cope with 2 young children and a house if she is not used to it, I hope it does not go too far downhill.

((Tracy))

tracytaxi

not taking medication as it has gone missing again, will go dr next week.Feel numb kind of strange, worked all day today, but when day ended and I was on way home , I felt strange, sat parked up over looking Cornwall where my dad was from and sort of saw all my life so far flash before my eyes, like i was looking out side in most strange.

off to bed now update tomorrow

Eager_Elephant

Hi Tracey

Sorry I have not been on for a while.

How are you? How are things between you and your (ex)-husband? How are things with your son?

EE