MSE Parents Club Part 10

Buttonmoons

I think her poo's were slimier because they came out like logs rather than their usual rabbit dropping appearence. NHS are douche bags. Im worried they will be putting a check next to my name as a potential child abuser because I asked if I should keep her off nursery.

A totally innocent question that obviously means Im trying to hide her bruises!

Buttonmoons

AW man, no she just had diarrehea, was like effing water. BLOODY STINKS

Sami_Bee

BM my BMF has just had a hideous stomach bug that took out her entire family (her,OH, kids, gma, auntie, uncle) :eek: bleach everything including your self lol

BeenieCat

Aww poor Keira Better out than in though

I don't know what to do, the police said they were coming back to let me know if they're keeping him in hospital or not, and to get anything he might have left behind - but i'm tired. Not that i'll sleep much, but my eyes are begging me to close them.

elle_gee

Time for bed for me..

*hugs* all round for you fab strong girlies and the little poorly girlies too

Nighty night xx

BeenieCat

Argh, should i ring the hospital?? They should have been back by now.

I feel bad . I guess it was me that brought it up in the first place. He'd not acknowledged any of it, but i feel like i need an explanation but deep down i know he can't give one cos he's a mess atm!!

It really got my back up when i said i'd given him a chance to prove he'll be a reliable dad for Amber and he was like "eh what chance?" as if he had every right to just turn up months too late and expect me to be ok with it. I didn't really react on it at the time but...

Beenie = Stewing on it.



edit - Meh, i rang the hospital they're keeping him in. Feel bad. :(:(

Sami_Bee

oh sod him beenie - he's had his chance and well and truly blown it, if it were me I'd tell him if he ever wants to see his daughter again he needs to get himself sorted and apply for contact properly. I've seen how having an addict (not in recovery) for a parent messes up kids and you don't want that for your kids!

Sami_Bee

Ps. I'm thinking they have to keep him in, he'll need to see a psych and I assume they won't see him until morning? if he did take an OD they'll have to wait for him to be clear/at a safe level before he can be discharged
I think

BeenieCat

Thanks Sami. I wonder if i should go and see him? I feel like i should.

I know he's a lying manipulative twerp but i must have loved him for a reason?? Seeing him tonight while i was feeling all green giant strong and stuff, he was like a broken man and i feel like i should be helping him?? I dunno. Maybe it's me with the problem, he made the effort today and i braved a conversation about what was going through his mind when he was rejecting me when i was pregnant, and not wanting anything to do with the baby. Not sure if i should have just left it alone. I was just curious, trying to understand why he did this... i wasn't confrontational and not out for an argument. Didn't expect him to get so nasty/defensive.

He keeps saying he knows he's messed it up, but it just isn't good enough for me i feel like he's had it so easy. He's got no one and nothing, i know it's his own fault but i am human and i feel bad. I didn't sign up for this though, drugs and all that, it all feels so surreal, looking at those empty bottles.

But i keep repeating in my head, all the evil things he's said and done to keep myself on track. I'm usually sobbing whenever anything happens but i don't really feel anything? Just.. bad? Like, i feel sorry for him.

Buttonmoons

Beenie -((hugs))

I'm not sure what you should do, it's easy for us to sit here and judge the situation, but you had (have?) feeling for this man.

I don't doubt he is manipulating sod, and he seems unbalanced with the whole OD thing, which is not a good thing to have around your children (unbalanced!) but if he genuinely wants to be a part of Ambers life, then supervised contact or something.....

I guess it depends if you want him, as a part of YOUR life, as it's clear that's what HE wants, and doesn't see what he did to you.

His mum sounds like a nutjob too....

Im no use at this, Im not an educated eloquent sort like Weezl, but the thing that screams too me is JUNKIE WHO TRIED TO OD IN YOUR BOG CAUSE HE CANT ADMIT HE MESSED YOU AROUND AND IS BLAMING YOU FOR EVERYTHING.

But like I said, I'm just a judging douchebag Give the hossie a phone, find out the scoop at any rate so your not up all night waiting for him.


Keira still aint asleep, I feel like I should phone back NHS24 just to state THAT I AM NOT A CHILD ABUSER, and Ill be telling the doctor that tomorrow too as they will fax over the info about her.

WHO THE HELL DID THAT WEEGIE BIATCH THINK SHE IS.

Never lifted my hand to Keira ever. HMMPH!