elantan's diary

Snaggles

I'm dying to know what the job is - how exciting that you have found something you really want to do - hope you get it!!!

elantan

rich i'm so sorry you havnt heard anything today ...no news is good news ...i'm sure you will hear you have the job and are sarting your new wonderful life with your hubby tomorrow

elantan

well my car is still giving us issues it can be one of three things but we think we have it down to two now ...either fuel injectors or fuel pump we would need to replace all four injectors at once at a cost of 250 each plus labour and as for the pump we have been told forget it sell the car too much hassle so i might need to get a new car and right now i really cant even afford to think about that i can feel my dfd slipping away like sand in an egg timer i can barely smell it anymore but i know we will get there ...just had to share with you all

hypno06

Typical that the car needs doing in what is just about the most difficult month ever! I am sure that someone is looking down on us thinking that it would be really good fun just to turn the screws a little bit tighter - just to be on the safe side.....

You will catch up on the DFD - just need a little more effort - you are obviously not trying hard enough:rotfl:

elantan

yep hypno i think you have hit the nail on the head there...it was going to be be cornflakes with no milk for tomorrows breakfast but i think i will have to cut out the cornflakes and what do my family mean they want dinner? more than one meal a day i think they are just expecting too much now lol....good job i can attempt a feeble laugh at it

itsarichmansworld

Hi el

Oh no car trouble as well why is life so bloody mean at times?

Hope your ok doll

Going away with work for a few days I'll try pop on see how you are x

elantan

rich i passed by one of your shops today in glasgow (big confession coming right up) and saw a person inthe shop that kindve looked like the pic you posted the other week how tempted was i to go in and say hey rich how's you ...but i managed to curb myslef as i think i remember you telling me you worked more over paisley way but sooo tempted....any news yet?



ok the confession had a skin appointment today got it through the freebie board and whilst in the town (glasgow) i was overcom with all the bright lights and people (i never go into glasgow unless i really really need to about once a year twice if i have to) and was also feeling kinda youknow i'm peed off i've stuck to this plan for so long now the car is gonna take us deeper into debt why am i even bothering sooooo i landed up going into plush and spending over £60 i know i shouldnt have i kindve regret it (but dont at the same time) that is my splurge over it's the first time in so long now i cant remember i actually spent money on something for me i used to buy books all the time over £20 worth a week sometimes so in a way i have cut back ..(listen to me trying to justify myself here) anyway it's done i fell ff the wagon again but ive brished myself down and i'm back on it

elantan

well my life has just got even shittier last year at this time (the 19th the be precise) i had the car accident that caused me alot of continual pain time off work and still struggling to deal with the lawyers well today 2 days shy of the year anniversay virtually the exact same thing happened i have spent the day sobbing my eyes out gut wrenching sobs i couldnt move when it happened and i was kindve pushed into the middle of the road but i couldnt move all i could think about was the pain that i'm gonna be in for the next year and the possible permanant damage for the rest of my life i am a mess emotionally and in severe pain physically and now have the prospect of no wages (ssp from the begining this time) till i get back to work and having to put on application forms the fact i took a month off last time and possibly the same this time that cant look good to any prospective new employer...my dfd slips further away my father in laws car has now been damaged (we have had to borrow his cause ours is kicked) and now i've been in an accident that caused it to become damaged ...i just feel life is !!!!!! for me right now i know it will get better and i know it couldve been so much worse but honsetly right now all i can manage is crying

Sea78

Oh no! How awful for you. I can't believe this has happened again. What a truely awful day. Massive hugs to you. What have the drs said? Have you been checked out at the hospital?

Seaxwyn

Elantan, you poor, poor thing, what terrible news.

Don't assume that you'll have all the same pain and problems again, it could be different this time, please go to the doctor if you haven't already and get yourself properly checked over.

You've had a terrible shock so take one step at a time, don't worry too much about the future now.