depression

gamma

That's so true but I thought that I couldn't trust him, not because he cheated, but because he didn't tell me and couldn't even admit when I confronted him with evidence.

Only after hours of arguing he admitted.

So yeah trust is a big one.

Horasio

Bunnie1982 wrote:

Good luck for your interview tomorrow, I have got 2 interviews tomorrow afternoon and I know what you mean about not being in the mood.

Good luck with your interviews too:)

Horasio

gamma wrote:

I all this is my first post here, not really sure if I'm depressed but it seems to be all due to my ex bf..

Feelinggood : It's so true what you say how one person seems to hold the key to our happiness?

Background:
Met this guy who I've been seeing for the last year and a bit - he was a real b*st*Rd during our relationship cheating three times once with his old ex. Me driving him there to get his stuff, 3 hours away and a slap through the face for the privilage. hey ho!

I forgave him but we split up 3 months ago, in this time we've gone from not speaking to speaking to getting back together to splitting up and now he is seeing someone else.

The last week or so he's been over at my place a couple of times and we've been getting on really well effectively he's now cheating on his new boyfriend with me! I know it's terrible of me but I now feel that I want him back..

I've spoken to him tonight and I've in no certain terms told him I think we should get back together but he doesn't want to saying he's with the other guy now. ( are you keeping up did you gather were all guys ?:) )

Anyway I feel realllly down now and just thought I'd share, further more my housemate and best friend has now told me that its my own fault he's given me his advice and I've chosen not to use it and although I know this, it's just so difficult to cut all ties etc etc.

So 'feelinggood' the question is should we really be putting our happiness in the hands of others?

I think putting our happiness in the hands of others comes from our childhood need to be looked after. If you didn't feel looked after in the way you needed to be, I reckon you are still looking to be nurtured in the way you need.

Trouble is we can put these people on pedestals and they let us down.

Horasio

Woke up too early:(

Only to face grumpy teenager, who forgot to put his washing out after us both reminding him, being awkward about telling us when he was going, rather than just say the time, and when I had my hands full, he wouldn't help me by taking his plates down and slammed the door when I get upset with him about it.

I feel like !!!!!! with this cold too. I hate today!:(

At least my husband is being nice.

feelinggood_2

I hate my doctors
Didn't manage to get up early enough, so all the appointments are gone. They got 1 on monday, but it is in the evening and I can't do that.
Just gonna have to wait untill I manage to get up at 8:30am one day. Feeling like this, me wanting to sleep all the time, I don't want to get up at all
Don't think I'll ever make it there

feelinggood_2

CCStar wrote:

Woke up too early:(

Only to face grumpy teenager, who forgot to put his washing out after us both reminding him, being awkward about telling us when he was going, rather than just say the time, and when I had my hands full, he wouldn't help me by taking his plates down and slammed the door when I get upset with him about it.

I feel like !!!!!! with this cold too. I hate today!:(

At least my husband is being nice.

Sorry you feel bad Hope things get better. I remember what I was like as a teenager, I'm surprised my mum didn't chuck me out!

feelinggood_2

Oh and hey to Gamma, nice to have another person on board
Read thru your posts, but I can't really help as technically I'm the evil, cheating person in my relationship

feelinggood_2

Why is no one around

Horasio

I'm around

I thought you rang up to make a doctor's appointment

it's one of those days tho':(

feelinggood_2

I rang, but they didn't have any left