depression

Sazbo

Evening everyone. Sazzy's dog tired. Again. I'm sorry! Long day today and another long day tomorrow. Will be in a meeting between 9.30 and 3 and then need to be somewhere in the evening. I will try, if not to post, at least look in on you all at some point. Forgive me for not posting individual replies tonight, my brain is just done in and I need to crash...

Sweet dreams and much love to you all,
Sxx

EthelBloggs

na night sazbomb.. sweet dreams xxx

Miro.. tomorrow will be a better day.. one way or the other *huggs*

FG... soo proud of you.. sleep well n see u tomorrow

Hope blinky is having fun tonight

CC.. I hope you're ok... not letting them bastids get u down too much

Welsh, Gillette.. everyone you're in my thoughts and hope you're all ok too *huggs*

geminilady

rose07 wrote:

Hi everyone, feelinggood, tiff, ccstar, gilette, blinky, ethel, sazzie, miro phillipa, well everyone i am bound to have missed someone my head/memory is very bad at the moment. i hope you are all ok.?

miro huni, i hope things are ok? im sure s just needs time hun,

ccstar, its good you have managed to pack a few things, and get sorted, you will soon be away from those neighbours, and your son sounds like he is sorting himself out xxx

feelinggood, i was thinking bout you today hun, think its coz kirsty reminds me of you, dunno. but i hope you are ok hun, your a special thing, and lots a hugs and positive vibes hun. xxx

gillette, blinky, ethel, phillipa, elona, geminilady hope you are all ok? and much love xxx

saz, hi huni, how are things going for you? if you having trouble sleeping gt a sleeping tablet, im on one, and it works a treat hun , hope you manage to sleep, and work not too stressful. oh saz can you keep an eye on our tiff during the day?, you know leave some milk out for her, give her a stroke everynow and again, and let her sit on your knee, cheers hun xxx

tiff hun, hope you keeping to your side of our deal? how are you hun?, i been thinking about you too today alot. rosie in a very bad place tonight and parents are out, oh joy !!!, realli huni i hope you ok, i know what ya like tiff huni xxx

i have had a very bad day today, and feel utter carp tonight

here my day....

Morning had relaxation, went bad,bad thoughts, i was bad. then i seen my councellor my one that referred me she came up to see my especially, :j :j .
made me very happy to see her, and she brought me an advent calender, a cadburys advent calender. :j

then lunch, i sat with kirsty, we spoke about madness :rotfl:

then in the afternoon, we kirsty and i went for a walk, hehe, we were skipping and singing. :rotfl: , yep me mad!. then i nearly got ran over, that was funi.
then we got back and i decided to climb a tree, well try and climb a tree. im too small..
then i had a bad moment, i was shaking, and hallucinating,, and not good. kirsty got a nurse, the nurse was carp didnt help in anyway, so i started to pace, up and down the ward. then a patient scared me, and i went for a walk on me own, i started hallucinating again, and ran back to the place, when i got back i told one of the nurses, because kirsty said so, i told a nurse and he said someone would come talk to me. they never did :mad:

then i ended up being creative and doing the christmas display all on me own. wonder what people will think in the morning. the day dragged on tho and i feel soo awful now. realli bad.

i need a drink...

i hope you are all ok

and rosie is thinking of you all
much love xxx

H Rosie,Sorry you have had a bad day.It must be very scary when you halucinate and a nurse should have come to talk to you if you were told they would.I do not know how busy it is but you are under their care and they should have ckecked you were ok,you should be getting the help you need.It is good you have found a friend in Kirsty it must make being there a little easier.Hope you are fealing better and get a good nights sleep tonight.
I am keeping my depression at bay at the moment but am having relationship problems,well its not much of a relationship but i care for him more than he does for me,story of my life but i'll survive.

Miroslav

I've been in bed for about 1 3/4 hours and can't sleep, constantly thinking.

Then........

Today I remembered 'S' had said she was in Bath (the place) last Wednesday, until 9pm as she & a mysterious friend had missed their train........

Well, at 7.45pm last Wednesday, she phoned my flatmate and at 8pm she text me, from her home, having just listened to my CD that I put in her letter box that day!

Another lie!

Is anything she says true? She doesn't do it nastily, but I am seeing more and more, what an ill young lady she is

Miroslav

EthelBloggs wrote:

Miro.. tomorrow will be a better day.. one way or the other *huggs*

It will be a different day..............I have plans for 'S', it may go all wrong, but i'm not one to not try

Hope you are well Ethel!

Horasio

Hope everyone had an OK day - (((big hugs))) to who needs them

I feel tired just now but thinking of you all.

Had an OK evening, watched Celebrity - there is only one woman left! Been a good one this year.

Miro - I am glad you are asserting yourself now. You are taking a lot of !!!!!! from S, ill or not ill, she still needs to know common courtesy!

Feeling Good - I hope your day was good.

Gillette - hang in there, look after yourself.

Tiff_2

Hi Guys:wave:
Hope Thursday finds you all well.;) Apologies for not getting back here yesterday. Flat out all day - busy - not drinking!:rolleyes: I think we're all feeling it right now - everything seems so hectic at this time of year. Just a few words here and there for what they're worth.:rolleyes:
Rosie - Hi hun! Sorry to hear you've been in a rough time Rose. I'm glad you've made a friend. :T I'm thinking of you angel and I haven't forgotten about posting about hospital although you probably know it all by now.;) I think that any unknown situation is frightening hun but as you've seen, sometimes our fear is unfounded. Keep making me proud hun - keep
communicating with the staff - they will listen and if they don't, tell the next nurse you see or their manager. Just don't give up on it hun. I'm so glad you're getting the support you need. Huge Tiff hugs! :grouphug:

CC - Hi angel. You're really going through the wars hun. You're a valuable resource on here, always ready with an ear. I'll reply to your posts in more depth later cc.

Ethel - Yes, you're another valuable resource hun.;) I'm sorry you're having rough patches too. Again you deserve more in depth replies but I just wanted to say I'm thinking of you.

Sazzster - Hey Saz! Where's my milk?!:rotfl: Keep up the good work hun. Hope you have a great day... when you get up What's going on in Saz Town? Don't work too hard y'hear? The thread needs your good advice
too.;) Tiffy hugs.

fg - aren't you a little star? I'm proud of you hun - you're doing so well! It's great to hear you coming up again out of low times - it's encouraging to the thread when someone finds some happiness.:T

miro - welcome home miro Hang in there hun - you're going to get Tiff mail on here too.:eek: :rolleyes: Don't worry, I'll be gentle. :)I'm sorry things are so up and down - hugs for you too.

I could take all day doing this couldn't I guys?:D I think instead of posting any more mini posts, I'll get on with proper replies. :rolleyes: So, to elona, welsh, blinky, ruby, gillette (welcome back), beer, mrs a, bunnie, flis, and a warm welcome to Philippa - I'm thinking of you all. I'll try and reply to as many as possible today. If I've left you out it's because I'm pre-caffeine so I'm sorry. Group hugs to all of you.:grouphug:
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

feelinggood_2

Morning all
Just a quick hello and to say I'm thinking of you all.
I will read through and reply to you all in a little while
Take care xx

elona

Miro

I am hopping mad on your behalf!!!!!:mad:

You do not deserve this.

She may have been hurt and be lashing out but it is still not fair.

Miro - I do not want to offend you but am worried that you see yourself as a "rescuer" and she does not want to be rescued - has contempt for those who treat her decently - seeing it as weakness.

I have a scenario of a knight in armour on horseback, saying "Fair princess Let me rescue you from this foul dragon!"
Princess then says "Get lost Knight!! Poor dragon!"

You may love S but it sounds as if you would be unable to trust her.

I hope things work out for you and am sorry for the way you feel.

Hope that I have not offended you.

blinky

Morning all,

Hope you are all well. Quite relaxed at the moment. Spent a lovely night with 'R' :happyhear :kisses2: Neither of us wanted to go to work today.

Thinking of you all.