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  • EthelBloggs
    EthelBloggs Posts: 2,740 Forumite
    I dunno what's up with me... I'm sinking into my depression and letting it take me over... I'm isolating myself.. don't want anyone around me or near me or to see anyone.. I don't answr the phone or open post... I'm just hiding. Havent been to uni in over a week.. nothing. I'm having lots of suicidal thoughts.. just havent come up with a suitable method that wouldn't take long and wouldnt mkae too much mess. then i think that i should finish bringing my kids up firsts - not fair to leave them when they're stil young.. i dunno anymroe. i just dont wnat anymore.
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  • Miroslav
    Miroslav Posts: 6,193 Forumite
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    Morning all :wave:

    Have to walk my flatmate to her voluntary job as she's in a bad way at the moment, so i'm having to give her moral support.

    Will return later and respond to your posts. Elona, has the situation summed up very well.
  • Horasio
    Horasio Posts: 6,676 Forumite
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    elona wrote:
    Miro

    I am hopping mad on your behalf!!!!!:mad:

    You do not deserve this.

    She may have been hurt and be lashing out but it is still not fair.

    Miro - I do not want to offend you but am worried that you see yourself as a "rescuer" and she does not want to be rescued - has contempt for those who treat her decently - seeing it as weakness.

    I have a scenario of a knight in armour on horseback, saying "Fair princess Let me rescue you from this foul dragon!"
    Princess then says "Get lost Knight!! Poor dragon!"

    You may love S but it sounds as if you would be unable to trust her.

    I hope things work out for you and am sorry for the way you feel.

    Hope that I have not offended you.


    I hope you are not offended by me too Miro but I agree with you Elona
    An average day in my life:hello: :eek::mad: :coffee::coffee::coffee::T :o :rotfl: :rotfl: :p :eek::mad: :beer:
    I am no expert in property but have lived in many types of homes, in many locations and can only talk from experience.
  • Horasio
    Horasio Posts: 6,676 Forumite
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    EthelBloggs wrote:
    I dunno what's up with me... I'm sinking into my depression and letting it take me over... I'm isolating myself.. don't want anyone around me or near me or to see anyone.. I don't answr the phone or open post... I'm just hiding. Havent been to uni in over a week.. nothing. I'm having lots of suicidal thoughts.. just havent come up with a suitable method that wouldn't take long and wouldnt mkae too much mess. then i think that i should finish bringing my kids up firsts - not fair to leave them when they're stil young.. i dunno anymroe. i just dont wnat anymore.
    It must be something in the air, I feel like giving up too. There are reasons tho'.

    What has happened? You sound to be overwhelmed by it all. List what is bothering you either on here or privately.

    Mine is lack of sleep, dealing with stupid people (not the people on here), being undermined by my husband and our son being a prize idiot. I'm surrounded by idiots here. I can't take it any more.

    We are here to listen and please, reach out to us!

    (((Extra big hugs)))
    An average day in my life:hello: :eek::mad: :coffee::coffee::coffee::T :o :rotfl: :rotfl: :p :eek::mad: :beer:
    I am no expert in property but have lived in many types of homes, in many locations and can only talk from experience.
  • Horasio
    Horasio Posts: 6,676 Forumite
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    blinky wrote:
    Morning all,

    Hope you are all well. Quite relaxed at the moment. Spent a lovely night with 'R' :love: :happyhear :kisses2: Neither of us wanted to go to work today. :(

    Thinking of you all.

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    I'm glad you had a good night:)

    Shame about work:(
    An average day in my life:hello: :eek::mad: :coffee::coffee::coffee::T :o :rotfl: :rotfl: :p :eek::mad: :beer:
    I am no expert in property but have lived in many types of homes, in many locations and can only talk from experience.
  • Horasio
    Horasio Posts: 6,676 Forumite
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    Had another bad sleep need :coffee:

    Feel mental with tiredness:eek:

    Am going out later, so won't be around much till tonight

    When I turn my light out, I feel angry and it keeps me awake:wall:

    Finding it hard to think straight with my replies, so keeping it short.
    An average day in my life:hello: :eek::mad: :coffee::coffee::coffee::T :o :rotfl: :rotfl: :p :eek::mad: :beer:
    I am no expert in property but have lived in many types of homes, in many locations and can only talk from experience.
  • blinky
    blinky Posts: 1,684 Forumite
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    EthelBloggs wrote:
    I dunno what's up with me... I'm sinking into my depression and letting it take me over... I'm isolating myself.. don't want anyone around me or near me or to see anyone.. I don't answr the phone or open post... I'm just hiding. Havent been to uni in over a week.. nothing. I'm having lots of suicidal thoughts.. just havent come up with a suitable method that wouldn't take long and wouldnt mkae too much mess. then i think that i should finish bringing my kids up firsts - not fair to leave them when they're stil young.. i dunno anymroe. i just dont wnat anymore.

    NOOO HUN. hug2.gifhug2.gifhug2.gifhug2.gifhug2.gifhug2.gifhug2.gif

    Hang on in there...

    It is worth it
    The pain will pass
    There is a light at the end of the tunnel, although you can't see it at the moment.
    There will be setbacks on the way but things will get better.

    You have a lot to offer the world. You are a wonderful person and a valued friend. Please take some heart in this.

    Try and do little things, make a cuppa, get dressed AND GIVE YOURSELF CREDIT for doing it. I know everything must seem so difficult right now.

    Hun, ring your GP / psychiartrist / samaritans and tell them how your feeling. If things are really bad get someone to take you to A&E.

    Thinking of you

    Paul
    xx
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    "I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell.." - Unwell by Matchbox Twenty
  • Miroslav
    Miroslav Posts: 6,193 Forumite
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    CCStar wrote:
    I hope you are not offended by me too Miro but I agree with you Elona

    Not at all offended :)
  • Miroslav
    Miroslav Posts: 6,193 Forumite
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    CCStar wrote:
    Miro - I am glad you are asserting yourself now. You are taking a lot of !!!!!! from S, ill or not ill, she still needs to know common courtesy!

    Well, with my height and build, when I assert myself, people tend to jump when I say jump :rotfl: but I'm scared 'S' will jump off a cliff instead :o

    She's a lovely girl, but she craves attention, and has to make things up if she doesn't get it :(

    Adoreable young lady, but challenge anything, and she goes off on one. I saw yesterday when she said people don't support her, despite her support workers doing what is best for her, it's never good enough.

    She's going to be alone forever, apart form people who use her, which is why I will never give up on her.
  • Miroslav
    Miroslav Posts: 6,193 Forumite
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    Tiff wrote:
    miro - welcome home miro ;) Hang in there hun - you're going to get Tiff mail on here too.:eek: :rolleyes: Don't worry, I'll be gentle. :)I'm sorry things are so up and down - hugs for you too.

    It feels like home ;)

    Tiff mail :eek:

    Be gentle, I don't want to shrink :D

    Well, i've chosen an up and down girl, I can choose to 'get rid', but I choose not too.

    Feelings and all that :o

    Hope you are well yourself Tiff :j
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