depression

Miroslav

elona wrote:

Miro

I cannot believe that you said anything that would upset her to that extent.

Give her time to consider things and let the situation calm down before you both give up on each other.

Big hug to everybody including Gillette.

I often hesitate to p.m. people in case it is seen as an intrusion and I am sure you all have a lot more friends on here than you think.

I said nothing wrong. She just said she needed to be around positive people......an hour after piling out all her emotions on to me

Miroslav

gillette147 wrote:

Miro mate I am so sorry to hear that - if it is final.
But I know you are great and funny bloke and it will be her loss.

PS
The proof is in the number of female fans you have on here.

I hope it's not, but yes, it's her loss, and i'm not one to be big headed in any way, but I have treated her perfectly and most gentlemanly.

Also have a load of female fans in real life these days

Miroslav

CCStar wrote:

I agree, Miro is the loveliest guy around, so she must be in a bad place of her own if she is offended by kindness. Yes, give it time to calm down.

I don't like to PM either

(((Big hugs)))

Thanks She is in a very bad place. People keep telling me to leave her alone as she's not worth it. I can't do that though, because she is worth it to me

TO CC Star and Elona PM anytime, I don't see it as intrusion at all. It's a nice thought to do so.

Miroslav

blinky wrote:

Sorry to hear that Miro. Are you sure it's all over and she doesn't just need some space? It may well just be the latter if she couldn't handle what you said at the time.

Try and stay +ve.

I have no idea, but i'm holding out an olive branch for her.....but on my terms.

Hope you have nice time with 'R', I am so jealous

Miroslav

rose07 wrote:

miro huni, i hope things are ok? im sure s just needs time hun,

Hi Rose :wave:

She can have eternity if she wants, the way I feel right now

Hope you are okay, I can't respond to much right now, I'm not with it

EthelBloggs

blinky wrote:

Hope it's nothing I've written

noooo.. nothing from here.. just something brought back some memories of when I was a little girl.. things I thought I'd forgotten... or hoped I had

any of you use livejournal? Do you find it useful? I have an account there but never use it.. was thinking about it for now.. I darent keep a paper one cos ppl are too nosy round here, lol

Miroslav

Well, I replied.

"U r sorry? Prove it!"

No reply, so I went to a call box and rang her number..............switched off, so she likely hasn't received it.

It'll only likely aggitate her, but I can't run to her all the time I'm hoping she'll ask "How?" But it'll likely be "I've done nothing wrong" or "I've got nothing to prove to you"

At least i've tried.

If after all this, she doesn't want to ever see me again, i'm just gonna tell her I love her.......nothing to lose, and if I don't say it, i'll always wonder "What if I had told her....."

She's very special to me.

I'm likely to do off the wall things until this is sorted.

I feel like going up there with a £1.99 cuddly toy and making an animal noise at her door, or texting her to tell her to be here or there at x time and hope she may turn up........or something else.......or maybe I should wait........I have no idea what to do from one second to the next.

I'm starting to feel low now, the anger is still there, but the depression is setting in

She said to me I always have to bring something negative with me.......erm......every time, she talks for ages about bad things, she never listens properly to me and.........I assume the negativity is my partner and daughter who passed, to which I am very offended.

She has some apologising to do, though I doubt she thinks she does. The "I'm sorry" message, probably meant something else entirely, knowing her.

feelinggood_2

**hugs and more hugs**
Oh Miro, I am so sorry. I wish I could take the pain away, I really do.
Have PM'ed you a moment ago xxx

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

**hugs and more hugs**
Oh Miro, I am so sorry. I wish I could take the pain away, I really do.
Have PM'ed you a moment ago xxx

Got it, thanks.

Off to bed shortly

feelinggood_2

Miroslav wrote:

Got it, thanks.

Off to bed shortly

Sent you another one too
I'm off to bed in about 10 mins I think, the past 5 days with little sleep has finally caught up with me!