depression

blinky

rose07 wrote:

The guy i met last night, kept hugging me, we were dancing so close, he wrapped his arms around me and was lovely, he kissed me goodbye.
And the great thing is he is my age, he is good looking, and he is sweet. but he prob wont ring, they never do :rolleyes:

I used to think there was no-one for me, then I met 'R'. I still can't help thinking she could a lot better than me though. :undecided

beer2006

blinky wrote:

I used to think there was no-one for me, then I met 'R'. I still can't help thinking she could a lot better than me though. :undecided

If she's still with you, I would guess she doesn't see it the same way as you
Try to put your fears down to just that, fears, and enjoy the love of your life

rose07

blinky wrote:

rose07 -
Don't worry about being confused - most of us here are confused when we are ill. The fact the cannot think correctly /clearly is one of the reasons we are ill. Depression re-enforces this faulty thinking and that makes it harder to beat.
thanks, just dunno where i am at. There is soo much going round in me head it makes me feel soo sick.

I know it's very confusing not knowing where your pain is coming from.
You understand, just dunno whats happening

As I posted earlier today I haven't been particularly good today but I didn't know why. For me it makes it harder to deal with.
Soz you not too good today i hope tomorrow is better for you :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug:

You're not going mad, you're a little unwell.
feel like i shut be locked up :rotfl:

The chances of being locked up when you visit A&E / hospital / GP are very slim. They will only forcibly admit you if they think you are at serious risk at harming yourself or others. I have been seriously unwell at at some risk of harming myself but talk of hospitalisation has never occurred.
well its the forcing thing i am scared of, i am slightly scared of actually saying whats going on to psychiatrist as dunno what will happen. my fear is stopping me. (yeah i know tiff )

Hang in there, even if it's just for me.
I will hang on, for you or anyone here, you all mean alot x

PS. Glad you've met someone. I know it's very early days but hope it works out for you.

Thanks, will wait and se if he rings

i better be off now,
exhausted,
and i got no idea how im going to get through this week
take care all
thinking of you
xxx

EthelBloggs

evenin evryone

afternoon was so-so....my girl was quiet n back to refusing to eat (She's in an eating disorder clinic) soo..... that put everyone on edge cos u never know whethr to say anything or not.. Then she started pointing out all my faults n failings as her mum... etc etc.. nothing i've not heard before but you know.. it does hurt a bit.. positive was that my son brought his g/f round, never met her before.. they're both 14 n they're so cute holding hands n sweet lil giggles and secret looks at each other

Rose.. Get ur !!!!! to the A&E and get ur foot checked out..you know it will only get worse if you dont!

Miro.. I'm sorry you're having such a crap time.. relationships really suck at times don't they?

Anyway, feeling a bit sheeeeite now so i'm gonna make a cuppa and get on with some more work

ps.. you were a cute baby blinky

blinky

rose wrote:

feel like i shut be locked up :rotfl:

well its the forcing thing i am scared of, i am slightly scared of actually saying whats going on to psychiatrist as dunno what will happen. my fear is stopping me. (yeah i know tiff )

As I said the chances are very slim.

I've thought there are times I should be locked up too.:o
However, when you are a psychiatric outpatient ( only visiting the for psychiatric appointments and for other therapies) you do come across some of the seriously ill. You soon realise you are not nearly as badly off as them, no matter how bad I've been - then I normally beat myself up over that. Sorry if this seems a bit harsh - it's just my experience.

I have days when I think I should be put down....

Ethel wrote:

Then she started pointing out all my faults n failings as her mum... etc etc.. nothing i've not heard before but you know.. it does hurt a bit..

Yes it hurts and I'm sorry for that. Have you tried talking to her about your
feelings and experiences and how you can understand some of what she is going through?

I'm sure you understand one of the problems with mental illness is that nobody understands what you are going through. However, this thread clearly shows this isn't true and fellow sufferers are often the people who do understand.

I'm not saying it would work and it would be hard but it might help build some form of relationship with you.

Some more hugs

Ethel wrote:

positive was that my son brought his g/f round, never met her before.. they're both 14 n they're so cute holding hands n sweet lil giggles and secret looks at each other

Aah young love - it is sooo cute

blinky

beer2006 wrote:

If she's still with you, I would guess she doesn't see it the same way as you
Try to put your fears down to just that, fears, and enjoy the love of your life

Thanks, it's a bit early for the 'L' word though. She can blow a bit hot and cold and she knows it.

beer2006

blinky wrote:

Thanks, it's a bit early for the 'L' word though. She can blow a bit hot and cold and she knows it.

Ahh OK

What I was trying to say though, is don't let your insecurities ruin your relationship, I'm not prejudging, I hope, but its easy to do....I've done it

Tiff_2

rose07 wrote:

thanks hun, i hope you are feeling a little better at the moment, and hope you have an ok time tonight x
Hugs :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug:
The guy i met last night, kept hugging me, we were dancing so close, he wrapped his arms around me and was lovely, he kissed me goodbye.
And the great thing is he is my age, he is good looking, and he is sweet. but he prob wont ring, they never do :rolleyes:

Hey Rosie! Can we do time share with him?! Please-huh-please? :rotfl:
Tiff's off for a long lie down.....:rolleyes:
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Horasio

Sazbo wrote:

Morning CCStar hun, sounds like all-in-all you had a good day yesterday (VW dealer and X Factor result aside I reckon David Gest might win Celebrity?!) and you got some stuff done. Cocktails in Edinburgh sounded nice. Is a place I really want to visit one day. Have a nice Sunday hun. Sxx

Thank you

Edinburgh is lovely in winter and in summer when the Fringe is on

I just want to find the right property. This is my 5th place here (long story as to why) and still not got it right:(

Been packing and didn't really want to, just wanted to stay in bed tbh so it was an uphill struggle.

Sazbo

Evening everyone. Hope you've had an ok day. I'm just in, feeling a bit shattered, and as per usual not looking forward to work tomorrow

Blinky hun, in answer to you question I think you're lovely, only teasing ya hun It's just sour grapes from Sazzy, just ignore me And what a cute baby you were too! Hope you're feeling better this evening x Sounds like things are going well with R, as you say early days, but I still think she wouldn't be spending time with you if she didn't think you were worth it. Love, Saz xxx