depression

EthelBloggs

Sazbo wrote:

Evening ethel. Heart goes out to you for your daughter. You've been through so much, I honestly don't know how you cope. Hope you're having a good evening, but don't work too hard. Sxx

I'm feeling a lot better now... funny enough my doctor said the same when I saw him on wednesday, lol sort of shook his head sadly n said he had no idea what he'd do if he was in my shoes. Then he said I should write a synopsis and send it to eastenders, then he said.. nah.. its too farfetched for them, lol. You lot don't know the half of it in my life.. most of the time I'm too embarassed to post everything that goes on here

Gave up on the essay I've got half finished, it's turning into waffle so I started doing the research for one of the others (I know, shouldn't leave it to last minute!!) Kitten isn't helping cos he insists on lying on either my keyboard or where I'm trying to write, unless of course my hair is down and then he'll snuggle into it on the back of my neck and sort of cling on for dear life, lol

Got a really good feedback on the presentation I did the other week..

ethel spoke with confidence, good speed and clarity, making eye-contact continuously, and used real policy examples (with material distributed around the class) to support her argument, not only during her presentation but also throughout the class discussion.

I'm proper chuffed with that, cos I really hate public speaking n stuff...

Hope everyone's ok.. sorry it's all me me me agian

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

Sweetheart, if you think about it, really it's more difficult for a tortured soul to love, rather than more easy. After all, they have all their own issues to deal with on top of everything else? I'm sure you are not going to lose S; not saying it will be easy, it clearly won't, but I do think something good will come of it however hard that might be to predict right now xxxxx

I just wanna be with her

I know i'll never do anything to harm her like all the others, I know I want to make her happy, and I know we've had some good times together.

I need to work a bit of this Miro magic that's working on other women, when I don't want it too.

Other than 'S', 5 women in 4 weeks have made 'comments' to me and apparently another thinks i'm :whistle:

I'm starting to notice women again, and they must be able to see it :whistle:

Only want the one though, and she thinks i'm 'Yummy'

I know i've said i'm ugly in the past, but I know i'm not 'repulsive'. I'm apparently getting better with age

I feel so gorgeous :rotfl:

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

Got a really good feedback on the presentation I did the other week..

ethel spoke with confidence, good speed and clarity, making eye-contact continuously, and used real policy examples (with material distributed around the class) to support her argument, not only during her presentation but also throughout the class discussion.

I'm proper chuffed with that, cos I really hate public speaking n stuff...

Hope everyone's ok.. sorry it's all me me me agian

Glad you're feeling better, EB. And I'm well impressed re presentation! The thought of it would just make me run a mile!

EthelBloggs

Sazbo wrote:

Hiya fg hun, good to hear from you. You're one of the gang, that's all that matters I'm, well, surviving. In denial about work tomorrow, just can't handle it, y'know? Just want to sleep for a week. Hang in there you're a good person fg, we need you here, Sxxx

I second that fg

and sazzy... I know exactly how you feel.... I'm sorta making all kinds of excuses to avoid going in tomorrow (nother presentation)

then I've got a mad dash across town to see my [STRIKE]cup of cold sick[/STRIKE] counsellor n then another mad dash to see some kind of counsellor thing about my daughter.. no wonder I'm behind with everything!!!!

EthelBloggs

Miroslav wrote:

I just wanna be with her

I know i'll never do anything to harm her like all the others, I know I want to make her happy, and I know we've had some good times together.

I need to work a bit of this Miro magic that's working on other women, when I don't want it too.

Other than 'S', 5 women in 4 weeks have made 'comments' to me and apparently another thinks i'm :whistle:

I'm starting to notice women again, and they must be able to see it :whistle:

Only want the one though, and she thinks i'm 'Yummy'

I know i've said i'm ugly in the past, but I know i'm not 'repulsive'. I'm apparently getting better with age like a fine wine

I feel so gorgeous :rotfl:

That's cos you are a gorgeous person.. I beleive what's inside a person shines thru to the outside..

Take your time with 's' I;m guessing it would take a long time before she moves and a lot can happen in that time..

Horasio

Sazbo wrote:

Evening CCStar. I will definitely make it up to Edinburgh one day. I felt the same today, just wanted to stay in bed, but you're doing a great job with the packing hun, keep going, each day you're nearer to where you want to be. I'm off now for a gawp at I'm a Celebrity! Sxxx

I took it out on my husband over something very trivial. It is a monumental effort doing this but it is looking emptier, one step closer to getting away.

Jan has been selected again - I want someone who hasn't done a trial to do one. I hate them picking on one person over and over, even if I am not keen on them. David is funny though with his tall stories. I'm terrible with reality TV, Big Brother, X-Factor and IMCGMOH:D

Miroslav

EthelBloggs wrote:

That's cos you are a gorgeous person.. I beleive what's inside a person shines thru to the outside..

Take your time with 's' I;m guessing it would take a long time before she moves and a lot can happen in that time..

:rotfl: I know i'm a nice person, I just hope people don't just notice me for my astounding 'looks' :rotfl:

I'm going to take my time, even if she goes, i'm gonna be there for her. I don't let special people leave my life that easily

I hope things improve for your daughter, and I will be thinking of you and sending positive vibes!

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

I just wanna be with her

I know i'll never do anything to harm her like all the others, I know I want to make her happy, and I know we've had some good times together.

I need to work a bit of this Miro magic that's working on other women, when I don't want it too.

Other than 'S', 5 women in 4 weeks have made 'comments' to me and apparently another thinks i'm :whistle:

I'm starting to notice women again, and they must be able to see it :whistle:

Only want the one though, and she thinks i'm 'Yummy'

I know i've said i'm ugly in the past, but I know i'm not 'repulsive'. I'm apparently getting better with age

I feel so gorgeous :rotfl:

Way to go Miro! Reckon she wouldn't say you're yummy if she didn't think you were. You'll work something out I'm sure - it's a pain being patient, but it'll pay dividends for you, I'm sure hun xxx

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

Hey all
Do I spy we have a new member in our midst? nice to meet you beer, hope things are alright for you Does sound a bit like you suffer from depression, you should talk about things more.

I'm tired, emotional and so badly wanting a drink tonight.
Starting my AD's tonight, that should be interesting. OH had a go at me earlier and I shouted at him, told him in no uncertain terms that he makes me worse and everything. Then, I said, "if you carry on like this, you know I am going to..." Couldn't say it tho, so I just walked off. I should be honest, but I can't ahh. Oh well.

Good for you but what are you going to do next?

Miroslav

I thought I was strong enough to reply to everyone, but i'm not.............long posts are not me right now............so :wave: to all.

Saz - Hope you get a quick response to the assessment. I have another assessment Friday myself.