depression

Sazbo

rose07 wrote:

just got back from walking,

i feel soo drained
but it was good to talk.

we walked down the road then up the road, then down the road, then we went up the plantation, over branches, brambles, mud etc....
then found a house to shelter in then walked back home
all in the pouring rain and the wind

Phew!!! Im Exhausted.

im sooo confused right now

im soo sore today tho, i cant go to A&E Saz hun, im too scared, i have this big scared cloud stopping me. besides they would see things alot worse than a sore foot and i dont want anyone to know. im too scared of what might happen to me. x

Rosie hun, get some rest. Still think you should get foot checked out, as Blinky says, they're so pressured that's all they'll be looking at. Take care hun xxx

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

evenin evryone

afternoon was so-so....my girl was quiet n back to refusing to eat (She's in an eating disorder clinic) soo..... that put everyone on edge cos u never know whethr to say anything or not.. Then she started pointing out all my faults n failings as her mum... etc etc.. nothing i've not heard before but you know.. it does hurt a bit.. positive was that my son brought his g/f round, never met her before.. they're both 14 n they're so cute holding hands n sweet lil giggles and secret looks at each other

Anyway, feeling a bit sheeeeite now so i'm gonna make a cuppa and get on with some more work

Evening ethel. Heart goes out to you for your daughter. You've been through so much, I honestly don't know how you cope. Hope you're having a good evening, but don't work too hard. Sxx

Sazbo

Tiff wrote:

Evening all! :rolleyes:
yep, I think Tiff's in the doghouse - never a good place for a cat!:D I've been hauled over the coals a little on the DFW board for posting a Farepak victims help link.
But Tiff was having none of it! I was really shocked & saddened at the reactions!
I wasn't doing anything wrong I don't think, and so Tiff got upset, fur on end & gave her honest opinion.
The irony is that some of the things that I'd posted had also been posted by our wonderful MSE Martin in his weekly tip! I hadn't read his thread before I posted & I just wanted to get the word out and they even seemed upset that I'd posted it on a few boards!
I am sorry if I upset anyone here with my Farepak info.:o
Got to go and herd up DS ready for college tomorrow guys so I doubt I'll be able to get back here tonight. Hopefully this is how tonight will be for all of us -

I've got so much I wanted to say to you but I guess it's enough to say I'm thinking of you all and that I hope Monday is kind to us all. Feel free to PM me if you want or need to.
It's good to be home guys
Much love
Tiff xxx

Tiffy hun, you definitely get the award for the most brilliant smileys! :T Not to mention the award for being a wonderful person. I cannot understand the attitude of people towards you re farepak stuff. As blinky says, you were only trying to help. You certainly didn't upset me with what you posted... ?! Hope Monday is kind to you too, my lovely, will def. be PM'ing you now you've mentioned it (you only have yourself to blame for that one, sorry Tiffy ) Much love, Saz x

Sazbo

CCStar wrote:

Thank you

Edinburgh is lovely in winter and in summer when the Fringe is on

I just want to find the right property. This is my 5th place here (long story as to why) and still not got it right:(

Been packing and didn't really want to, just wanted to stay in bed tbh so it was an uphill struggle.

Evening CCStar. I will definitely make it up to Edinburgh one day. I felt the same today, just wanted to stay in bed, but you're doing a great job with the packing hun, keep going, each day you're nearer to where you want to be. I'm off now for a gawp at I'm a Celebrity! Sxxx

Miroslav

:wave:

Hello one and all, I shall be making some replies shortly, but I've been out walking for a few hours and I need some soup, it's cold and wet and windy out there!

Spoken to flatmate, who has told me to hang in there. She agrees with me, that 'S' is very hard to work out, and is the way she is because of all the people who have hurt her.

Anyway, soup, then I shall reply to other posts.

I've been so down, I can't face the decorators tomorrow, so gonna postpone them.

Oh, flatmate tells me now that she can see other women find me attractive :rotfl: erm...............like who? :rotfl: She says she sees them eyeing me up all the time and that as i'm maturing, i'm coming into myself (??)

flis21

Evening all, How are you all this evening? I am quite good, but whoops, drunk again. My parents have been up for the afternoon and we chatted and played games and I did a roast and dessert and drank a lot of wine. Glad I am not seeing doc again till Jan!!

We were talking and both Mum and Hubby agreed at how much more like my old self I have been recently, which is really nice. I have been feeling that I am getting better, but it is nice to know that other people have noticed as well.

Anyway, hope you are all ok, hugs to all. Flis

Sazbo

flis21 wrote:

Evening all, How are you all this evening? I am quite good, but whoops, drunk again. My parents have been up for the afternoon and we chatted and played games and I did a roast and dessert and drank a lot of wine. Glad I am not seeing doc again till Jan!!

We were talking and both Mum and Hubby agreed at how much more like my old self I have been recently, which is really nice. I have been feeling that I am getting better, but it is nice to know that other people have noticed as well.

Anyway, hope you are all ok, hugs to all. Flis

Big hugs flissy hun! Sounds like you had a nice evening. I've had a couple of glasses myself Great that you're more like your old self. Nothing less than you deserve :beer: Love, Saz x

feelinggood_2

Hey all
Do I spy we have a new member in our midst? nice to meet you beer, hope things are alright for you Does sound a bit like you suffer from depression, you should talk about things more.

I'm tired, emotional and so badly wanting a drink tonight.
Starting my AD's tonight, that should be interesting. OH had a go at me earlier and I shouted at him, told him in no uncertain terms that he makes me worse and everything. Then, I said, "if you carry on like this, you know I am going to..." Couldn't say it tho, so I just walked off. I should be honest, but I can't ahh. Oh well.

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

:wave:

Hello one and all, I shall be making some replies shortly, but I've been out walking for a few hours and I need some soup, it's cold and wet and windy out there!

Spoken to flatmate, who has told me to hang in there. She agrees with me, that 'S' is very hard to work out, and is the way she is because of all the people who have hurt her.

Anyway, soup, then I shall reply to other posts.

I've been so down, I can't face the decorators tomorrow, so gonna postpone them.

Oh, flatmate tells me now that she can see other women find me attractive :rotfl: erm...............like who? :rotfl: She says she sees them eyeing me up all the time and that as i'm maturing, i'm coming into myself (??)

Soup's good, Miro hunnie. Always makes me feel better, it's comforting, and I'm glad you're eating a bit. Miro, it's been said before and I'll say it again; you're obviously a bit of a hottie! :D You'll have to tell them all to take a ticket and wait in line :D;) Love Saz x

Sazbo

feelinggood wrote:

Hey all
Do I spy we have a new member in our midst? nice to meet you beer, hope things are alright for you Does sound a bit like you suffer from depression, you should talk about things more.

I'm tired, emotional and so badly wanting a drink tonight.
Starting my AD's tonight, that should be interesting. OH had a go at me earlier and I shouted at him, told him in no uncertain terms that he makes me worse and everything. Then, I said, "if you carry on like this, you know I am going to..." Couldn't say it tho, so I just walked off. I should be honest, but I can't ahh. Oh well.

Hiya Fg x Good to hear from you hun. Hope you get on ok with the ADs, keep us posted. Good for you though, and standing your ground with OH. Sounds like you're being pretty honest to me. Keep it going Big hugs Sxxxx