depression

Miroslav

CCStar wrote:

Hi everyone:)

My day yesterday

Went for a drive yesterday. It was really sunny and pretty warm for mid October.

The traffic was busy and it makes me jumpy. There are some idiots out there. We had an minor accident on holiday in 1983 and ever since I have been a jumpy passenger.

We test drove a car yesterday which was nice. Need to think it over. My mum is contributing a certain amount. She bought my son a new car, so only fair I get something too:)

Went to a distillery and had lots of whisky - we bought a bottle for Christmas. They were taking about whisky to invest. I might post on another board asking about that.

When we got home the people behind were having a dinner party. Normally, I don't worry but they are the ones with the chavvy 20something aged psycho 'children'. They made some noise when they went out into the courtyard but it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be but given their past behaviour, I don't trust them, so couldn't relax till 4am.

I put a whole chicken in the slow cooker and the meat just fell off. Had fun sieving out all the grotty bits but it made a yummy satay thai curry. Had some free sample pilau rice with it. It was great. Shall have a chicken and mushroom casserole tomorrow. Son eats with us Monday and Tuesday, so like to do nice food for him.

We saved heaps yesterday. We made cheese olive rolls, had some Lidl shortbread (the best!), and low fat crisps for our packed lunch that we ate in the distillery car park. We still had the taste of whisky in our mouth, so the shortbread was extra yummy in the highland air.

We tried to eat in our fav Italian restaurant but it was full, so we got some chicken kebabs from a takeaway and cobbled something together at home with it.

Not eating out paid for the petrol.

Blimey, talk about busy, I wouldn't do all that in a year :rotfl:

Miroslav

CCStar wrote:

I do understand the feeling a person may go off you.

I bet S will be happy with some 'new' clothes. I love looking thro clothing
Whatever the outcome, it won't be your fault - people are so complex.:o

I hope not though

She was well delighted, a whole new wardrobe

I'm hoping we become great friends.........I've known her less than a week and we are already texting to say how much we like each other :rotfl:

Miroslav

rose07 wrote:

Well you can be there for her and let her know if she need to talk you are there.

Keep just being yourself, and stay true.

But try and get some sleep and eat properly as well.

take care hun
xxx

Yeah, I've just gotta let her know, verbally, somehow.

I'll always be myself

I've eaten today already. Unususal as for 2 weeks, I've eaten nothing but the 1 meal a day

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Well, I'm back Wasn't as bad as I thought - 4 major panic attacks but other than that was fine. Well, couple of big rows with OH, but while I was on my own to potter about I loved it - could see myself settling over there - if I could learn German first!

Things are alright at the moment, I'm feeling quite good. Back on the diet today, stopping my ocd thing, not drinking at all and am trying to stay on top of things. I know that that sounds like too much, but I've gotta do all or nothing. My only vice will be smoking now

Hope everyone is good, you deserve to be Had a quick read thru the posts, hope I've not missed anything important.

Side note, I'm a little upset, but trying not to think about it or worry about it - just feel a bit rejected/let down/not wanted. Understandable, but still hurts.

Welcome back. Hope you enjoyed some German sausage!

Miroslav

Tiff wrote:

I hope to be able to post 'Tiff-The Triology' later!:D :rotfl: - I've got 25 pages for Miroslav alone!;) Don't be scared Miro!:o

:eek: :eek: :eek: :eek: :eek: :eek: :eek: :eek:

Miroslav

Bunnie1982 wrote:

Welcome home feelinggood *hugs*


Feeling quite positive today, the house is tidy and I feel determined to network myself for jobs, not had much luck so far but something has got to come my way soon.

Took the last of my course of sleeping tablets last night so lets hope I still manage to sleep well, also started my 40mg Citalopram today (up from 20mg) not feeling any side effects yet but probably too early.

Hope you get no side effects. Never taken medication, so don't know what it's like.

feelinggood_2

Back from town - shopping and haircut. Feel good, just wish I could get my hair as good everyday as the hairdressers manage to!
Hope your all okay

Horasio

Hi

Need to vent

Effing cars:mad::mad:

We have an old car, lucky we managed to go out for the day and it was OK but hubby couldn't get it started today and it going to cost more than it is worth.

We are wanting to get another car but in our own time. Why can't things leave us alone? We have spent enough on the thing already trying to keep it alive as we want 3 cars. We have had it from new and done low mileage, it started costing for repairs 2 years ago but not excessive.

I just don't want to:mad :mad: :mad:!!!!

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

Back from town - shopping and haircut. Feel good, just wish I could get my hair as good everyday as the hairdressers manage to!
Hope your all okay

I bet it looks good, I agree they do have the touch

Horasio

Miroslav wrote:

I hope not though

She was well delighted, a whole new wardrobe

I'm hoping we become great friends.........I've known her less than a week and we are already texting to say how much we like each other :rotfl:

That sounds a great start, take it gently.:)