depression

Horasio

Miroslav wrote:

If I start a college course, fancy doing my essays?

She liked about 3/4 of the clothes, which was like about 60 items............flatmate literally has a different outfit for every day of the year I'd say, quite easily. She just decided to get rid of some, and 'S' is about the same size. She was delighted apparently, and loves the freeview box, and she's borrowing some CD's from me on Thursday

One thing that annoys me is she gives my flatmate a present everytime she goes around, just for going. She has very little as it is, and so far, it's a bracelet and necklace.

I don't watch horror movies, just don't see the point

I'm not keen on horror films either.

She shouldn't have to give presents to visitors, not very MSE:D

Horasio

feelinggood wrote:

Well, I'm back Wasn't as bad as I thought - 4 major panic attacks but other than that was fine. Well, couple of big rows with OH, but while I was on my own to potter about I loved it - could see myself settling over there - if I could learn German first!

Things are alright at the moment, I'm feeling quite good. Back on the diet today, stopping my ocd thing, not drinking at all and am trying to stay on top of things. I know that that sounds like too much, but I've gotta do all or nothing. My only vice will be smoking now

Hope everyone is good, you deserve to be Had a quick read thru the posts, hope I've not missed anything important.

Side note, I'm a little upset, but trying not to think about it or worry about it - just feel a bit rejected/let down/not wanted. Understandable, but still hurts.

Hi

Can you work out what triggered the panic attacks and what caused the rows. Two rows in a weekend and panic attacks, you must be shattered. How do you feel rejected?

I don't like the sound of how your husband lacks the tlc you need. Strange how you felt OK when you were on your own.:rolleyes:

Bunnie1982

Got a job interview on Wednesday afternoon and should it go well I will (hopefully) start as a contractor next Monday on quite decent wages.

Can't say anything more about it because of the nature of the business.

Heard some positive things back from a few other jobs today too so one way or another I hope to have a new job by the end of October

feelinggood_2

CCStar wrote:

Hi

Can you work out what triggered the panic attacks and what caused the rows. Two rows in a weekend and panic attacks, you must be shattered. How do you feel rejected?

I don't like the sound of how your husband lacks the tlc you need. Strange how you felt OK when you were on your own.:rolleyes:

The rejection is to do with something else (did write someone else, talk about a freudian slip!). Yeah, something that could have been good ain't gonna happen, no poin t dwelling on it tho.

I slept rather a lot, feeling alright now. Panic attacks, 2 were caused by the fact that OH is incapable of thinking for himself. Its getting much worse. If I'm there he will rely on me total - I have to stay awake in the car to give him directions, tell him where to go at the airport, carry passport and deal with all that. He does care, he just has a tough love, don't talk about feelings, bottle everything up and hide it in the hope it goes away policiy to things. Postive note, its my 2 year anniversary today. No present this year Just editing as that made it look like I want a present - I don't , I just want a token something to show that hes bothered

feelinggood_2

Bunnie1982 wrote:

Got a job interview on Wednesday afternoon and should it go well I will (hopefully) start as a contractor next Monday on quite decent wages.

Can't say anything more about it because of the nature of the business.

Heard some positive things back from a few other jobs today too so one way or another I hope to have a new job by the end of October

Congrats on interview, hope it goes well.
What industry are you in?

Bunnie1982

feelinggood wrote:

Congrats on interview, hope it goes well.
What industry are you in?

I usually just work in admin, but this is a MoD job so can't really say too much.

My last job was with Local Government, I have been off with anxiety and depression from it.....say no more

feelinggood_2

Bunnie1982 wrote:

I usually just work in admin, but this is a MoD job so can't really say too much.

My last job was with Local Government, I have been off with anxiety and depression from it.....say no more

I won't ask
Do you think you'll suit the job?

Bunnie1982

feelinggood wrote:

I won't ask
Do you think you'll suit the job?

I'm not sure to be honest, I suppose I can only go along to the interview to find out.

I have worked in my local government job for a year and a half, I wasn't even going to attend the interview and I wish i had gone with my gut feeling and stayed where I was because I was happy

rose07

feelinggood wrote:

Well, I'm back Wasn't as bad as I thought - 4 major panic attacks but other than that was fine. Well, couple of big rows with OH, but while I was on my own to potter about I loved it - could see myself settling over there - if I could learn German first!

Things are alright at the moment, I'm feeling quite good. Back on the diet today, stopping my ocd thing, not drinking at all and am trying to stay on top of things. I know that that sounds like too much, but I've gotta do all or nothing. My only vice will be smoking now

Hope everyone is good, you deserve to be Had a quick read thru the posts, hope I've not missed anything important.

Side note, I'm a little upset, but trying not to think about it or worry about it - just feel a bit rejected/let down/not wanted. Understandable, but still hurts.

welcome back feelinggood

I am glad you hd a good time in germany apart from a few hic ups here and there.

you sound alot more positive, well done you, there are up and down times, try and stay up and dont let it win ya.

soz you hurting too, i know that feeling

(((((((((BIG HUGS)))))))

rose07

CCStar wrote:

Bl**dy neighbours have been a plague for the past 10 years. I would love to live near to just cows - I know they moo but it's a pleasant sound:)

He has it in his head that I blame him for everything. How can bad neighbours be his fault. They are the igorants t*rds, not him. Yes I would say it stems from trivial stuff. It does bring me down tho'. I don't find him relaxing. Sometimes I would like to have my own place away from horrible neighbours and family, so I can truly relax.

He reminds me of me when I used to get my severe PMS, what you see is very real. You think people are being horrible etc.

Yes, I have a plan.

Go to this party, start packing, get Christmas over, put the place up for sale whilst it is cool and quieter, hopefully sell, find another place or two, get another car, get my son a place to live.

I would like this all done by April/May before the summer. Can't stay here another summer:eek:

yes the cows only say moo, very peaceful really if my family wasnt here, (my dad is playing his guitar at the mo, and it reminding me of my nana )

Your neighbours do sound a bit like A**es, what do they do that gets on ya nerves, or is that just the norm with neighbours?

Do you and you OH do things together?

well you def sound like you have a plan for things, me i dont even plan day to day at the mo.