depression

rose07

flis21 wrote:

Hi All, Sorry I haven't been around for a while. Wow this thread has been busy the last few days. Can't get round to replying to everyone, but it seems people have been going through rough patches and I send Hugs to you all.

To Liz - I did actually start a depression thread in the Money Savers Arms section of this board, but one of the board gods moved it and merged it with this thread, so the board moderators obviously are aware of this thread and happy for it to exist here. If you are so concerned about it why not contact one of them instead of upsetting a group of people who are suffering as it is.

Well, I am having quite a good time at the moment, drinking a little too much (which I see is a common problem!!) but apart from that things are going fairly well. Really enjoying my new job, medication has solved my insomnia problem, getting 7-8 hours almost every night now.

Have my 'week one review' at work this morning, so feeling a little anxious, but I think things have been going ok.

It is wierd when I am going through a good patch I feel reluctant to post on here, as I feel it is 'rubbing it in' for those going through bad patches!!

One thing I did want to say to those on medication - do you know about the pre-payment prescription thing? I found out about it the other day on another thread on here. I take two meds every month and I have worked out buying the 4 month prepayment will save me about £5 every month and this way if I ever need a prescription for anything else it is already paid for!

Well, need to go and get ready for work now, but love to you all.

hi flis
ah its good to hear from ya, was wondrin bout you.
glad things going ok, you sound like you are getting some good sleep there, nd that the job is going well, good on ya. :T very well done.

hope the review went ok today?

you dont need to feel reluctant to post if your feeling good, its greeat that you are doing well, we have up and down times and when we are up its all part of things, and you never know seeing you may brighten someones day to see you are ok and doing well, (know im glad you posted).

hope work ok
and take care
xxx

rose07

feelinggood wrote:

I don't want to stopping thinking about them tho, I want to talk to them lol.
I'm sad aren't I! :rotfl:

hhmm ok

can you talk to them? or will it cause more hurt for you?
x

rose07

Sazbo wrote:

LOL that's ok I don't mind rose! I edit stuff - really, really boring, but the up side is that I can go on the net and pretend it's "research" know what I mean?! :whistle: :shhh: Catch up with you later, Saz x

thanks, what kinda editing, oo im intreiged now. lol
i better stop or you will never get to work, lol;)
have a good time
xxx

feelinggood_2

rose07 wrote:

hhmm ok

can you talk to them? or will it cause more hurt for you?
x

I can't talk to them as they aren't around
The internet should be complusary everywhere hehe

rose07

feelinggood wrote:

I can't talk to them as they aren't around
The internet should be complusary everywhere hehe

i agree def should, lol :rotfl:

back in a mo
xxx

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

There isn't any other dentists in my area. I always go funny after having anestitic, and she brushed it off as me having a phobia of needles. I think I'd know if it was a phobia! I'm fine with all other injections. Last time I went, I cried the whole way thru the extraction and they all looked at me odd. Its just a weird thing, when I have the anestitic, I cry and go faint. My other dentist understood that!

I don't think its anything to do with you, you seem really nice, and anyone would be lucky to have you as a friend. Why do you think you don't get on with people?

Is it just a one person practice?

Some dentists, just like people anywhere I suppose, can be real £$%^&

Well, it must be to do with me, as nothing ever works out I just think because i'm shy, people don't make the effort. That and I'm not exactly Brad Pitt for the girls, or a blokey bloke for the guys.

Miroslav

rose07 wrote:

god you are going to have no clothes left... lol :rotfl: , or alot of washing to do.

take care
xxx

I'm always washing. I don't want to smell when I go tomorrow

I'm gonna kinda shave, and try and make a good 1st impression, cancellations aside.

I don't know what to say or anything, and I can't get it off my mind

Flatmate is trying to change subject, which is not helping

Thought long and hard last night. I knew I wanted to be friends, but that is really all I want, albeit close friends.

I was thinking about if I met someone, somehow. I just realised a sexual relationship is too scary for me right now, so even if Britney wanted me non stop for 7 nights, I couldn't

My flatmate says she won't be used to a bloke like me, not wanting sex or money from her, so she may not understand. I hope she likes me and wants to get to know me, because after what I have learnt in last 24 hours, I want to get to know her even more

I'm sad I know, but I really like what I know, she's always been friendly when we've bumped into each other, and she's said nice things about me to my flatmate.........gonna go wrong

Miroslav

Sazbo wrote:

Bigs hugs to everyone, and miroslav all the best for tomorrow but I'm sure you'll be fine.

Thanks

I'm afraid tomorrow, I will have let you all down, and all my jibbering on, will have been for nothing, and all your replies will be "You'll meet other people"

Get an early night Sazbo, re-charge for tomorrow Being exhausted is horrible (You may as well get enough sleep for us both, as I'm not gonna sleep tonight!)

Miroslav

I've just seen it's World Mental Health Day tomorrow

The bad omens are homing in

rose07

Miroslav wrote:

I'm always washing. I don't want to smell when I go tomorrow

I'm gonna kinda shave, and try and make a good 1st impression, cancellations aside.

I don't know what to say or anything, and I can't get it off my mind

Flatmate is trying to change subject, which is not helping

Thought long and hard last night. I knew I wanted to be friends, but that is really all I want, albeit close friends.

I was thinking about if I met someone, somehow. I just realised a sexual relationship is too scary for me right now, so even if Britney wanted me non stop for 7 nights, I couldn't

My flatmate says she won't be used to a bloke like me, not wanting sex or money from her, so she may not understand. I hope she likes me and wants to get to know me, because after what I have learnt in last 24 hours, I want to get to know her even more

I'm sad I know, but I really like what I know, she's always been friendly when we've bumped into each other, and she's said nice things about me to my flatmate.........gonna go wrong

ok firstly, yes im glad you wash and things, you are truly one of the good guys.

ok is it tuesday tomorrow, i am not very good with all this (the whole days of the week):o

she may not be used to a guy like you but give it all a chance you are jumping the fence bfore you can see it. she sounds like she may need someone and you may need someone too, but as i say just be yourself, and try and chill.

its good you want to be just friends, make this clear to her, or even if you wanna be close friends, have a good communication from the start.

ok good way to start things tomorrow

say hello my name is .. . . . .
how are you?

thats it. then you wait.....

and conversation will start

i realli hope it goes well
will be thinking of you
xxx