Day 1... where will it lead

LexieLou

Hi LT,

I'm really unsure about the interview, it seems little money for a lot of responsibility and a lot of pressure. But there are 3 other posts at the minute that I am working on, and those I would love, each of them sounds fabulous and reasonable money and even more important, fabulous career opportunites. Which is what is really important to me.

Paid a few bills today, one still outstanding, but if you haven't the money what can you do? I'll pay it on Saturday when I have a wee bit more money about.

Off to do housework things...very boring.

Me xx

LexieLou

Oh no, it's been nearly a month since I was on here last...but I have a VERY valid reason. I only went and landed myself a job!! and you know what, it feels like winning the lottery, the money is appalling, but it's work and it's a regular income and it also means I can pay my debt...so majpr pluses all around.

I'm off to bed as I'm shattered.

Talk to you all tmmw.

Me xx

Lemon_Tree

i'm so pleased that you got the job, even if it's not your dream job it's a stepping stone. Yay!

LexieLou

Ah thanks LT, although I have to borrow money until I get paid as I have no income coming in, which is a bit of a bummer. I will be late paying CC bills this month, but there is nothing I can do as I have no money and therefore cannot pay. I'll also have to set up another account as we get paid the middle of the month and the date we get paid changes all the time, and as all my DD's are coming out at the start of the month, it'll be be a bit of a nightmare for a month or so until I get used to it.

Anyhow, I'm off to enjoy the Jubilee celebrations on TV.

Chat soon.

LL x

LexieLou

Still here,

Just paid my CC's bills...late. Had no money so had to wait for my tax credits. I get paid this month so it will all be OK next month.

Off to bed.

night xx

LexieLou

Oh yeah...just read that the scalifax are about to MASSIVELY hike up their OD charges...talk about an incentive to get a shimmy on and get my OD down..can I wipe £1000 off in 6mths? It's a big ask and would have been a CC paid...but I may have to change priorities.

LexieLou

Hi,

It's been over a month since I've been on here...mainly because when I get on the internet I have a really bad habit of not being able to get off it. So I've had a pay check since we last spoke, which was a lovely feeling as it's been soo sooo long since I had proper pay check.

I've had loads of friends have kids and it's costing me a small fortune...

I have a friend who lives in USA and I'd like to go an visit sometime next summer ( July - Aug 2013), but how do I save up for that and make a massive attempt and getting rid of my debt? Yes I would rather spend this year getting rid of my debt, as then I could finally have a life and start planning for the additional children I so desperately want...oh decisions, decisions.

I'm off to bed now, chat soon.

Lots of LOve

LL xx

LexieLou

I need to get back on the wagon and stop faffing about....

LexieLou

I hate being poor and I hate owing money and I really hate the fact that this is all holding me back from having a life....

LexieLou

So skint it's actually not funny. have to get £300 quid for Friday to pay my loan and the £10 I have had in my purse all weekend is a fake...a dud tenner...can it get much worse than this? Devastated.

Off to bed to silently pray for a miracle.

Night

LL xx