Trying For a Baby part 4

beckyandjack

laura i'm so sorry, i've been through this twice and can't imagine the awfulness of having to do it again, hopefully you'll get through this and the doctors might have something useful to say. again just so sorry xxxxxxx

Penny35_2

Lauralou wrote: »

Evening everyone
Well im afraid your stuck with me for a while now!
Rang the epc at 11, couldnt get through so left a messages but was at work so had to go back to work but kept checking my phone and at 11.30 i got through and she said 'im afraid your blood tests were 10(well 10 meant nothing to me but know that wasnt good) and it looks like a miscarriage' then she asked are you ok?anything you want to ask me? i felt like saying no its ok ive been here three times now! but i started crying and said no im ok, and then she said well what you need to do now is in a week - 10days do another pg test and if its positive to ring them back(no i dont f**king want to do another test as obv it will be negative and ill get bl**dy upset again and plus i dont have test left so will have to buy some more just to get a bl**dy negative (was going say cant you pay as i dont have any left but was crying!) So had a quick cry at work, luckly all the kids/adults were outside so quickly sorted myself out and went back to work.

Well im certianly starting to feel like an 'old timer' even tho i've only been on this thread since oct so 3months but come off the pill in Feb so will be a year next monet(yayNOT!) but then i suppose i should feel lucky that ive managed to get 3 bfp's but they arnt sticky bfp's.

Thinking about going back to the doctors but i just dont see what different tests he will do. I know they all say that there is nothing i could/couldnt off done that caused my mcs, but just feeling like that it is me, im bl**dy 20 years old i should be popping loads off kids out!!

Sorry if ive missed anyone out
Penny i really hope you get on ok tomorrow and its better news then mine, please do pop back and lets us know how you get(if its good news it will give me hope!)

ps. sorry about the LONG post and my swearing - i shall go wash my mouth out with soap:rotfl:

Laura I am so sorry I dont know what to say, I promise to come on tomorrow and let you know, scan is at 13.20 so it will be later on when I come on but either way I will post.
Laura please take care of yourself.

becs

Laura I'm so sorry. I don't know what else I can say except huge hugs. You've been so brave and so inspirational. Take care of yourself and I really hope things get better for you soon.
Penny please let us know how things go tomorrow we do really all want to be here for you which ever way things go.

bitzer_maloney

laura, ((hugs)) I'm so sorry honey xx

snugglepants

**confuzzled** wrote: »

Ladies, I think we may have to have a pecking order......no more bfps unless it's Madmac, Nunny, Becs, Smartie, LilDevil, Catw0man, Snuggles(if you're still lurking!), Maddie, Bitzer(I know you're lurking!), Gena, Kmckee, Natalie, Mishka, Justmarried, Twinklie, Nichart, Hassle, sexki11en...Phew! Thinks that the majority of oldtimers, sorry if I missed you:o Oh and Me:D:D:D
Not in any particular order though so if my bfp comes first then so be it;):rotfl:

and before I forget ........ LL if you're lurking can you please post a link to any pics you may be posting tomorrow pls:D:D I'm more excited for you than I was EA & Kindof and thats saying something:eek: Sorry girls but it's true:p:rotfl:

Awww thanks sweetie!! Yes, I'm still lurking!! Although I get most of the news through the Secret Circle, I do like to have a look-in when it's not going mental here!! I agree, lets hope we get some old-timers STICKY BFP's very soon.....and of course everyone else here gets theirs too....

Those of you starting out on your journey, I truely hope it isn't too long for you.....it can end up making you feel bitter & twisted, disheartened and desperate I wouldn't wish upon anyone what us "oldies" have been/are going through - lots of luck to you all!!

For us "oldies".....PMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! It WILL happen, no matter how long it takes, or how much heartache we suffer along the way. We have proof of this from polka and LL - don't give up. Yes it's awful seeing AF month after month, and for some of us, seeing our bodies spiral into chaos (stupidly mental cycles).....but there is proof out there that eventually, when our bodies are ready, it will happen.

Babydust to all xxx

TwiceasNice_2

Hey all,

Hello to the new contributors

Congrats to the ladies with new bfp

Hugs to all who need them esp Laura and Penny (sorry if i missed anyone else i have had to do a scan of the posts)

Feels like ages since i posted anything. I hope you all had fab xmas and new years!! Mine was very peaceful and quite relaxing. Wanted to do a lot more tidying but hey ho.

Mananged to sell some items on Ebay and that will go into my baby fund for 2010. (no news of bfp but i like to have started saving before that precious day comes).

So according to mmc i ovulated on 4th jan and me and oh managed to bd on sat 2nd and 4th jan. So fingers crossed!!

Am trying not to think too much on it just go with the flow. Its my birthday in the autumn so to have a baby around that time would be a lovely 30th .

Had a NIGHTMARE getting into work. Why do we do it hey, spent a hour in the cold waiting for a train. Trust me i do not get paid enough for this. :rolleyes:

I feel so hopeful for 2010 this is gonna be our year ladies!

TAN
x

Lauralou

elliebobs wrote: »

You take care of yourselves and you know where I am (and what I look like!) if you need anything.

:eek::eek:STALKER ALERT!!:rotfl::rotfl:

Thank you very much ladies, you are all so wonderful.

Just had a few minutes were it actually sunk in everything thats happened. Saw a scan pic and then just thought im not going to get that scan pic, i know you all feel like that as well.
But suppose ive got to look to the future, got more time to save for a house and my future baby.

Lemon_Tree

sorry to hear your news Laura


i'm still waiting for AF, at the moment i feel that i will probably putting that on to a post every day for the rest of forever.

my bbt arrived so need to figure out exactly how to use it, and to pursuade myself it's worth it.

elliebobs

Lauralou wrote: »

:eek::eek:STALKER ALERT!!:rotfl::rotfl:

how funny!!!!

Lauralou

elliebobs wrote: »

how funny!!!!

was rather funny wasnt it?:rotfl:well i found it funny!!:D

oh i wish we get more snow tonight dont really fancy going to work tomorrow or i could just lie and say my car wont start?hmmm...!!

Just thought not seen jennyfleur recently, hope shes ok prob just doing lots off BD now!

Hope everyone else is ok this evening and are all cosy and warm!