Mariagti's new chapter,the MSE way!

wendz86

I am so sorry to hear this. x

wendz86

oh and please don't be scared to try again. One of my best friends had a miscarriage this time last year and is now two months away from having her baby boy.


Anyway I am thinking of you xx

miemie

Hi Maria

So sorry to hear your sad news, my thoughts are with you, the same happened to me 7 years ago so i know how your feeling right now, if you want to talk please pm me, please rest honey and take care.

mariagti

Thank you again for all your messages of support.

As soon as i woke up this morning it just hit me all over again, i really dont know how im going to cope until monday.

My poor OH wants to be here with me to support me and cry together, but i cant i just want to be alone as harsh as that sounds. I dont want anyone near me.
I dont know how i will go back to work, i just want to leave there curl up in a ball and never leave my bed.

wendz86

I am so sorry t hear you are feeling like that. At least you have your OH and sound slike he is being supportive even if you do wnat to be alone.

We are all thinking of you x

miemie

Maria hun i've sent you a PM.

Shoe_Gal

So sorry, take care :A

kavics17

Hi Maria,
I've been lurking on your diary, I hope you are well! Going through a miscarriage is really heart breaking-I had one in May and now I am over it but feel really really broody. Pregnancy wasn't planned, and didn't even know that I was until I started to bleed, but it just made me reassure that I really really want to have a baby. Pls cheer up,spend lots of time with your OH, time will help. And if you feel like crying, just cry, you need to mourn. Feel free to pm me.

mariagti

Hello to my lurkers, and thank you all for your messages

Today im feeling a bit better mentally, ive been speaking viturally to friends and kind people who have been through the same thing and even worse than what im going through. I have had a few friends of mine messaging me telling me of how they have had more than one m/c in a row but still went on trying and had a healthy baby after.
I now feel there is hope i could become pregnant again and go on to have a healthy pregnancy and baby.

I do feel awful for my OH as his so upset but trying to be strong to support me and is having to watch me being upset too aswell as the op on monday.

So far i havent had any bleeding yet, so everything is still in place inside. Which im kind of glad about as im not sure how i would cope if is started heavy bleeding and clotting, just seeing everything. With the op i will be put to sleep and when i wake up everything will be gone, i was told i may have a few achy pains and spotting after.

Im 100% sure i want to try again, but unsure of when at the moment. My OH wants to try again ASAP. I will have my op monday then wait for my period to come first before i think of trying again as the nurse on thursday said my first natural period maybe heavy and clotty

Nichelette

Hi Maria, I'm glad you're feeling slightly better this morning. I can't imagine what it's like because I've never been through it, but I'm glad it hasn't put you off completely. My mum always wanted four children, she miscarried four but she still ended up with her four healthy children. Obviously it was sad for her when they happened (especially as my sister was a non-identical twin and she lost one of those but not my sister), but there was light at the end of the tunnel for her as I'm sure there will be for you. Look after yourself xx