Mariagti's new chapter,the MSE way!

mariagti

I went to my scan where i was told my baby had no heartbeat and was small for 12 weeks had died i was suppose to be 11 weeks 6 days today just one day away from being 12 weeks

Ive had a missed micarriage which means my baby died but my body didnt recongise this and kept the pregnancy in place so i didnt miscarriage naturally.

Im pretty certain my baby dieing was down to when i was very ill at 8 weeks for 2 weeks when im sure i had swine flu. I had all the symptons including a temp of 102 with a fever.

Im having an ERPC operation (suction ) on monday, i wish never to go through this ever again.

Mrs_Ryan

Oh Maria, Im so sorry *hugs* how awful for you. I've had 5 miscarriages so I kind of know how you feel but I've never got as far as you. Take care of yourself. xxx

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Oh Maria
I am so sorry to hear your news.
Take care and sending big virtual **hugs** your way
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Keeping_Motivated

Sorry for your sad news. A loss in so many senses for you.

Be kind to yourself x

yukkibear

So sorry for your sad news xx Look after yourself

skintbuthappy81

I have been following your diary (including your old one) for quite some time but now I feel the need to comment. I am so sorry to hear your news, I know how much this meant to you and I send you my love. It might not seem it at the moment but things will get easier with time. Big hugs xxx

Nichelette

I was thinking about you at work earlier, your diary is the first thing I've checked since being home because I wanted to see how you got on. I'm so, so sorry, please make sure you look after yourself xxx

mariagti

Thanks everyone for your kind words,

Me and OH are so upset, we were so close to our first 12 week scan which makes it so much worse that now i have to go through having the suction removal done which isnt until monday so i still have to get through another 3 days of knowing our baby is inside me but not alive. At least i will be put to sleep when it happens.

We were asked if we wanted to see baby on the screen when we had the scan, OH was very upset and said no, i sort of wanted to but also said no. Now i wish i would of had a look.

The nurse said 1 in 4 pregnancys end in m/c and that i can try again as soon as i have a natural period but to be honest i think i will be too scared to try again as i never want to go through this again.

xxx

skintbuthappy81

Take each day at a time, get Monday out of the way and as hard as it is just look to your future. You and your OH still have a lot to look forward to and even though you won't want to think about it yet you will want to try for a baby again and have a lovely house of your own to bring it up in. xxx

jenjade

hi hun,

I am so so sorry to hear your sad news. like nikki i have been thinking of you today and your thread was the first i checked. Don't hurry into trying again hun take time to come to terms with your lose. there is no hurry at all.

take care of yourself