Let My Life Begin

savingholmes

Personally I agree with you hun - sending you a virtual hug and virtual choccies...

edinburgher

Hey Doodle - sorry things didn't work out.

Definitely don't think you need to 'grieve' any short relationship, even if you thought it was going somewhere.

One of my first abortive teen relationships left me feeling very down and I thought about the 'girl that got away' for years afterwards (and think that it coloured my views on women in general for a while).

Anyway, I recently found out that she is now married with a beautiful child. The cheesy lesson here is that life moves on and so should we

Onwards and upwards - you have your DD, health and home - it's a good start.

lilmissmup

Morning hun,

You feeling any perkier today?

I completely understand your still grieving your marriage, your relationship with your ex was 11yrs longer than mine and its only been a year since it ended, its been 4 months now since my ex left me and I am no-where near ready to touch another man, will take me a long time esp after being played again.

Whats your plans for weekend anyway?

doodledo_2

I am ok today still a bit grumpy but nothing major.

Nothing planned, DD is with my ex today and most of tomorrow so going to do some house sorting. Have a few junk areas where I just threw things in the cupboards etc when moved in so going to have a clear out.

Then thinking i might crack open my Ebay shop, I have loads of stock in my garage and now through my new found single life have lots of time in the evenings lol

lilmissmup

Stock? I don't have anything to sell on eBay these days.

doodledo_2

Me and my sister used to run an ebay shop selling underwear and swimwear but I stopped doing it when I split with my ex. Still have loads of stock in my garage though.

lilmissmup

Ah sounds like a plan to get it started again, extra money always good, now you have a new home you should be on the MFW wagon

doodledo_2

Yeah I am thinking thats what I need to do. Forget blokes etc and concentrate on getting a lump sum towards my mortgage, losing some weight and getting some self esteem back and making a happy home for me and DD :beer:

lilmissmup

Yeah thats why I am also considering moving home so I can save for a deposit, was holding back from moving on really as still had hope but I have too now after all my rubbish has proved there is none and I don't want him for sure anymore.

I wish you the best of luck with it and am gonna keep stalking ahem mean reading your amazing life start

doodledo_2

Stalk away as I will stalk back lol.

Where abouts does your dad live?