Let My Life Begin

doodledo_2

Yeah the insurers will repair it then its back to me. I am hoping once I drive it I will fall in love with it again, just have to wait and see.

doodledo_2

Evening one and all. Another depressing post coming on, grrrrr thought I was on the up.

It's looking like I am to be single again. Me and bf have had a few disagreements these last few days, over really the most stupid things but it's not looking like we will sort things out. He has gone really weird on me today, no contact etc etc and to be honest I can't be doing with it. Life is too short to be miserable.

So anyway the balls in his court, I am not chasing or begging so we will see what happens.

Thinking about starting a new diary and getting back on the MSE wagon and generally being more positive and more "me and DD" orientated.

Mmmmmmm what to do.

lilmissmup

Awww hun, why do we have to get hurt hey?

I am with you all the way if you become single and start focusing on MSE and DD, well I am with you anyway hun!

You're there for me when I need you x

doodledo_2

Cheers hun I appreciate that.

I am ok we have only been together a few weeks so although I care for him in the grand scale of things I'll get it over it. I am more annoyed at the lack of communication. So its down to him now, no more texts or MSN from me he knows where I am.

Maybe single life and parties is the future lol

lilmissmup

Yeah sounds like a plan to me, men are ok in my book right now only if they are my friends and plan to keep it that way for a long time now, having one of those I want to be single forever days.

doodledo_2

Sounds like a really good plan to me.

The problem I have is I don't get out much, because of DD and the majority of my friends have children etc. I am tempted to join a club of some description to widen my circle of friends but no idea where to even start lol

lilmissmup

I just don't get out much either, mainly as even if my most of friends don't have kids, I spent so much time with Nick that I don't have many close friends and the ones I do are settled.

Seriously though if you wanna meet up with me I would like that and you can bring Hannah too, I don't drive so would prob have to be local but kid friendly

doodledo_2

Thats the same as me I was with hubby for so long and just threw myself into being a wife and mother that I lost touch with so many people, something I really regret now.

Yeah that would be good hun we should sort something.

lilmissmup

Yeah def, hope you do find a club though, wish I drove these days as would love to get out a bit more but no way could I afford too start learning again.

doodledo_2

Yeah not entirely sure what sort of club I am thinking lol