The Trials and Tribulations of Trying to Conceive when its just not happening (12m+)

Wonder_Woman

tea_lover wrote: »

I found the needles part a lot easier than I thought I would. Once I got the first one out of the way I was fine - sure you all will be too! Good luck to all ladies currently injecting - fingers crossed it'll all be worth it for you all xx.

Had a lovely weekend away with my family but am now back at work in a grump Just don't want to be here. Thought a few days apart would do both OH and me good but I don't know if it's helped really. Felt great when I was away but the minute I got home it was like the black cloud descended again and I feel really low again now. I don't think the problem is him as such (that would be a bit mean of me!!), just being at home, being at work.... it's all a reminder that things weren't supposed to be like this. I should be at home with my children, not slogging through a cra.ppy office job that I'm really starting to hate with some incredibly annoying people.

Aargh.... yet another whinging post. I bet half of you have me on ignore by now.

Tealover - so sorry to hear your situation. You whine all you want, life is so bloody unfair sometimes!! I know i'm new to all this but honestly I could have written that post myself re being at work and hating everyone. My colleagues have started to comment how miserable I am in the office :rotfl: I suppose having struggles when TTC just puts everything else into perspective doesn't it? Really hoping you get a break soon xx

Thinking of everyone injecting at the moment, it's so great to hear your experiences. Thanks for sharing

Part_Mouse

Tea huge hugs to you, agree with bz sounds like you really need a change of circumstances.

AFM started the injections this am, bloods every week and will have to go to hosp on my 30th, great fun, got terrible veins aswell.

Good luck to all going through treatment artm.

Primmer

SK - thanks for sharing your cautious news, I do remember your posts and good to hear from you.

Good luck to all those injecting and going through treatment. I found first injection the worst as for me it was the thought of it which was worse than actually doing it.

It's our 2nd wedding anniversary today and I couldn't feel more sad. OH gave me a card which he had referred to great happy last 12 months. For me it certainly has been great or happy since we found out ivf had failed. Really makes me feel so alone.

Tea - sending hugs, returning to work is always bad. Never apologise for your posts.

Part_Mouse

Primmer huge hugs to you for feeling so sad today, its never easy is it.

teaandcakeordeath

I feel like my life has turned into a terrible never ending miserable episode of Eastenders (I hate soaps and don't watch them but am reliably informed this is the miserablist of them all...)

Just found out my mum has primary breast cancer. At the mo it's very early so they're hopeful about treatment but I just feel wiped out by it- my family and cancer have a long and bleak relationship. I want to curl up in a ball and quit. To make matters worse my phased return back to work started this week and I already want to set fire to the building. I want to escape my life please.

Part_Mouse

TCD so sorry to hear bout our mum, I hope the treatment goes well for her. I know about families and cancer.such a terrible disease.hugs to you.

Rowingirl

Good luck to everyone on cycles this month; sending good thoughts.

Hugs tea & tcd. Tea rant away, def don't have you on ignore - you give too much great advice & support to us all.

Congrats sexkitten, hope it's a sticky.

skaps

Hey all been a lurker on this thread off and on for a few months and would like to join. I've been ttc since Jan 2012 but only started doing opks Jan 2013.

So far have had my blood tests, OH has had his tests which have come back fine. Had an ultrasound and they think they found a polyps so am going to have a hysteroscopy to check and remove it if its there.

Peonie

Welcome skaps. Tea, sorry about your mum.

mrshappy

Wishing your mum all the best with her treatment TAC, thinking of you and your family.

Hi Skaps, welcome
Hi BZ and MV

CD1 for me, perfectly on time, so will be phoning the hospital today to arrange another scan, and move this cycle along.