pammyj74's MFW diary (or possible wishful thinking!!)

Tilly_MFW_in_6_YRS

Evening Pammy, that is a fantastic achievement and you must be delighted. Good luck in 2012.

Best wishes Tilly

newgirly

:T Well done Pammy, a fantastic year for you. Heres hoping 2012 will be as successful, congratulations.:D

gallygirl

Pammy, you are a super *

CathT

Amazing OP's Pammy, you are awesome!

Radish72

Pammy, I say it every month when you post your stats but

That is amazing * 12, I hope you are doing the mortgage reduction wiggle dance around the living room :T

yukkibear

They're amazing figures Pammy, here's to a successful 2012

[Deleted User]

Fantastic figures pammy well done!!! hope you have had a great xmas and a little glass of bubbly I think is in order to celebrate your great MF achievements this year!!

pammyj74

thanks guys, I dont think I will be that successful next year but will give it a good try. As the interest goes down the payments will make more difference There is £37 difference in interest monthly from Jan to Dec.

Hope everyone is having a nice xmas

pink_poppy

Well done pammy, your balance is practically the same as ours so I like to see how you're doing & I like to watch the bricks filling up your virtual house avatar because ours will be pretty much the same amount Exciting stuff!!

pammyj74

Coming on here to have a bit of a whine, and a woe is me pityful feeling. It is lovely to read everyones great times they have had with friends and family and how everyone all gets together at xmas and has a wonderful time. This time of year brings home how my family are not really that close. I feel a bit low today probably because the kids are at their dads and I have not left the house in 3 days, spending waaaaay too much time on here (research for new ideas for ebay next year mostly)
Feel like certain people (who I will not mention as we dont want a 'cha' thing to happen on my thread!) dont really care about me and my lot. I feel pushed out of most things and that I am a last thought. Most of the year it doesnt bother me but I suppose it gets to most people at xmas for some reason. I just feel so alone and that I have to cope with everything by myself. Certain people didnt even contact me on xmas day, my kids werent even thought about.

I NEVER feel like I belong anywhere inc friendships (virtual ones dont count) I literally have one close friend now and that is it. I am a recluse and that is partly from being a single mum and not living near family. I dont have a social life and thats partly my fault and sometimes how I like it. But when the kids come home they will be full of all the things they have done with their dad and their family and all the friends that also pop in and its all completely sociable and complete opposite to us. Speaking to the kids on the phone today I can here them all in the background and the kids are excitable.

I know I am feeling low cos I am missing the kids but I just wish we had a different life, I know only I can change that. I wish I was part of a loving circle of family and friends. I never seem to fit in with anyone. The mums at the school are all part of a click already and they go round each others houses for coffee in the week which I cant do so I will never be in that circle. They went out a few days before xmas and didnt even ask me if I wanted to go. I would have as I was kid free. I guess they just didnt bother asking as they thought I wouldnt be able but they still could have asked.

Sorry to be a party pooper I just needed to get things out of my head.