on the verge of ending it. cant see a way out

MSE_Martin

Hope you're feeling a little better.

Sometimes things can seem really black. What's amazing though is how many people I meet who tell me they went to their lowest and didnt think it could get better. Yet it does. Things turn around. Not necessarily quickly but it happens.

Hang in there, glad you're getting support on here.

Martin

blondiedebtfree

Martin...
i have a tiny confession....

I fancy the pants off you xx

(you've given me the biggest smile ive had all year)

RAS

Well - you did need cheering up.

Good to see you smile.

rupe34

blondiedebtfree wrote: »

Martin...
i have a tiny confession....

I fancy the pants off you xx

(you've given me the biggest smile ive had all year)

:rotfl: :T You go girl!:T :rotfl:

lillibet_dripping

Hi Blondie
Glad to see you are feeling better.

I have been where you are and the thing that got me through initially was the following thought:

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem

x

noynoy

blondie..what an emotional thread..been sitting here crying too then blurted coffee over my pc at your secret martin fancing confession (im with you there hun!)
i too lost a baby girl half way through a pg and went and made myself feel better by spending on loans and cc ,,that was 7 years ago and fertitlty treatment and 8 years of trying and i finally had my lbm january when i was spending the wonderful day surrouned by my 2 beautiful little boys ...life does get better ..you need to love yourself too hunny ..as for the ex that what he should remain an ex for him to blame your for your loss..well hes a lowlife that needs top crawl back under whatever rock he came from..he doesnt deserve you

big massive hug for you sweetpea everyday is a new fresh day xx

eckythump

Hi Blondie,I am a long time lurker on this thead,just wanted to say I am so glad you are felling a little better today,nothing is ever as bad as it seems and you will get through it.
good luck and chin up.