OS Daily Thur 19th March 09

Katie1980_2

Tired today not much OS going on today other than tea later which is Jackets and tuna OH and me were talking on MSN til 3am last night well I think I fell asleep on him. Busy day for both of us tomorrow as we are going to be sorting out wether he can move in or not.. :j:j:j:j:j(can I insert a few of these) I finally feel that we are becoming grown ups although he is moving in he will only be here properly for 2 nights, and will be asleep during the day.
We also had a breakthrough for me healthwise I have got a new CPN she seems ok I have not met her yet but she is helping me get what I need support wise and proper assessments.

OS that I will be doing tomorrow is the old fashioned way of stripping wallpaper and cleaning the bathroom

Katie

meanmarie

Reverbe...hugs

FairyElephant_2

Sorry I've not been around for a few days. Not in a very good place just now.

My best mate phoned me on Sat to tell me she is PG again, and I've kind-of lost the plot since then, after I've been doing so well over the last couple of weeks. It's not like I didn't know she was trying again, and I appreciate that she wanted to tell me as soon as she knew (the only other person who knows is her DH) even more so as I am seeing her this weekend and she knew I would find it difficult so wanted to give me a few days to get my head around it (she knew that I would know as soon as I saw her).
I know I should be happy for her, but I must be such a horrible person really as I am so jealous and all I want to do is cry and rant and scream that it is so unfair she can fall so easily just when she wants to and have such easy pregnancies.
She is a lovely person, and I love her like the sister I never had, but she happily admits that she is overweight and unfit and doesn't have a really healthy lifestyle, wheras I've tried so hard to do everything right to have a family but not succeeded, and time is running out for us.

I had a terrible migraine and was sick all day Monday. Housework has been non-existant this week so the place looks like a tip - and as well as BM & her DH & their LO (my godson) staying this w/e, we had a mixup of dates and DH's kids are staying too, so there will be a house full and I've not even sorted out where they are all sleeping (need to clear floor-space in the loft room). I wanted DH to try to put his kids off, but he was being stubborn and wouldn't speak to his ex-W, so I have to put up with the lot of them, AND go to his sister's for Mother's Day Lunch on Sunday & be surrounded by his family and all their children & babies. I really don't think I can cope and am seriously considering taking the coward's way out and claiming to be ill on Sunday and making him go with the kids on his own. He will know what I am doing of course, and will be upset with me.....

Sorry to be so miserable and self-centred, but I don't have anyone else to talk to about all this at the moment, and it has really got to me.

FE

kal25

Afternoon all,
:grouphug: to those that need them. Not ben round for a few days. So [STRIKE]laughing[/STRIKE] reading up on some threads on here.

fairyelephant- feel it's only natural that, but take it from me your bm probably feels guilty(even if she happy) about how she managed to get pg and u not. I have been there, my sis lost her 1st, then fell pg with niece,at same time I fell pg with DD. I felt so guilty as we had not planned on having anymore...I even put off telling her for a few weeks.. I felt so immensley guilty that I had fell pg without trying yet my poor sis..had tried so hard. So go easy on yourself hun.

Right today..I been busy...doing nothing...:rotfl: when I say nothing I mean procasinating on here & facebook . However, i have managed to get wm on. I have decided got to move my !!! into gear. So next week I am going to start doing an hour work in house. Cuz otherwise I spend my day on here...then wondering why my house is a mess:rolleyes: . Now if I can just stick to that should be good...:p
Weekend will consist of making mother day prezzies...not sure what but thinking...something out of salt dough..the kids can make..and cake. Will also be shifting the rubbish to the tip...Making my task for next week much easier:D .
Hope you all have a good day:D
Kal25

meanmarie

Fairy Elephant....huge hugs...can't say anything else, I don't know how you feel about your problem with becoming pregnant as I never had a problem, so can't offer you any advice that might be of help, I will be thinking of you

Marie

wannabe_sybil

Fairyelephant - hugs.

Anyone want to adopt evil cat? I'll pay.

I am still coming down off the dratted anaesthetic, the one that doctors don't think I react badly to :rolleyes: and I have the mood swings, tears, clumsiness- the full and complete package. I decided that when little bear had a nap I would do some knitting. I am trying to knit a sleeve for a jumper for a first size baby. You would have thought there would be enough room on my lap for that and a cat smaller than most handbags - but not if it is evil cat. She is sat on the mouse again. I would be lost without the tab key.

The other night I really wanted to do some cross stitch, I find it incredibly therapeutic, although I will never do any while little bear is around. I managed at least three stitches a time between putting her back on the floor.

Well, the washer has almost finished, so that is another lot for the line and then I can top up the machine.

At least I have finally remembered to take my antibiotic...

floss2

FairyElephant wrote: »

.......go to his sister's for Mother's Day Lunch on Sunday & be surrounded by his family and all their children & babies. I really don't think I can cope and am seriously considering taking the coward's way out and claiming to be ill on Sunday and making him go with the kids on his own. He will know what I am doing of course, and will be upset with me

Maybe you could sit OH down & tell him that you really don't think you can cope with everyone on Mothers Day, and would he be terribly upset if you stayed at home & let him take his kids to visit his family? If you ask him if he minds, and gently emphasis that it is his kids & his family, not your own, he may feel a little guilty & agree to you staying at home to save any further upset. Also, it always seems a bit more "grown-up" to tackle things head-on before they come to crisis point, and he should respect you for doing that & not taking the easy way of "being ill".

As Meanmarie said, I was lucky & didn't have any problems, but I know that there are lots of women who aren't so lucky.

:grouphug:

Floss x

sistercas

good afternoon
I havent been on for a few days just because I have been so busy.
just finished work and picked up the most beautiful hot roast pork sandwich (comes with homemade roast potatoes )
Diva that mag sounds fab I will look out for it
halight read your post yesterday - I hope they can sort you out once and for all, you deserve to be able to relax and enjoy your family life- respect to you x
Fairy Elephant its so difficult isnt it, its quite normal to feel the way you are, it just makes you human sweetie. I used to have the same feelings towards my sister (whom I love dearly) she could pop kids out like nothing on earth. no matter what i did to improve my chances nothing worked. i remember a woman coming into A+E where I used to work she was pregnant with her 6th child and the other 5 had been taken into care- there is no rhyme or reason to these things, but i wish you all the best. keep hoping -we eventually had 2 gorgeous girls
smoky (((hugs)))
beth (((hugs)))
mudgekin:beer: happy birthday, hope its all you wished for
lillibet congratulations you have done really well especially in todays climate
mioliere hang in there all the frantic packing will be worth it when you are typing on here with a coffee in one hand and a croissant in the other

off to plant some onions
hope everyone has a great day

elona

Made some home made soup and about to put ingredients for pizza dough in the slow cooker for tea tonight.

Delivery from approved food arrived this morning and had to scurry around hiding things away. Got some cereal bars for lunchboxes, loads of sachets of cooking sauces, boxes of lasagne sheets,stuffing mix, mints and chocolate.

DH came home early from his meeting so helped throw out the huge cardboard box.

Meant to be cleaning up but feel too tired so just slobbing out on here with a cup of tea.

Hugs to everyone

Lillibet

Congrats on the new job.

(((Fairy elephant)))

Penny-Pincher!!

Hi Guys!

Hope evryone is well.

I've had a couple of rough days again and feel so shattered and weak atm. Started on some new meds, so they might be playing up abit. Just feel fuzzy all the time IYSWIM

Anyway, just wanted to say hello.

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((smokey/Jasmine (Toto's DD))))))))))))))))))))0))

PP
xx