Fibromyalgia (part 2)

veggyboy

SaucySecrets wrote: »

Got home to hear that someone I thought I was close too doesnt think I'm ill. I don't mope, and I don't tend to talk about myself, but its undebatable that I am ill. I have a metal spine, my organs fail all the time, and I have ME and arthritis...I'm just really upset. I think a few people might agree, and I don't know what to do. I can't start moping, I have to keep going regardless...

I don't want to start crying because I don't think I could stop.

I know its easier said than done, but try to ignore people like this. I have fiend who can be like this, I have heart failure so it is completely invisible untill I fall down and such. My one friend is like yours and it used to upset me, but I think this is her way of coping with it.
I am sending you the biggest hug I have and wishing you a belated happy birthday :beer:

purplecatlover

i know i bookmarked true blood last time it was linkede ot on here...i really must get round to watching it, charlain harris are some of the books im going to miss now my sister isnt buying physical books anymore

not going to reply to anything else becaus em brain has hit had enough overloaded time, had to take a friend to have her cat put down this afternoon so its not been very pleasant day really.

mesb210776

Hi
Thanks for the replies. I've read the spoons theory and it is great. It;s helped me understand myself a bit more too.
I've been having some odd dreams, but I'm putting it down to champix as am giving up smoking. It's now been over 24 hours and haven't really missed it, well until both ds and dh were home and arguing!!! :eek: I've had a constant sciatic pain in my left leg for the last 3 days, which is continuing even when lying or sitting down, so not sleeping very well cos I need to keep moving.
Just wanted to touch base and say good luck for tomorrow Sharon. Goodnight all and happy dreams (if you can sleep!!!)

kassandra

Aaaaww that's sh!te pcl, really upsetting. Charlie is purring louder than I've ever heard him so hopefully it will cheer you up slightly knowing he is happier. The little beggar has just polished off my toffee cheesecake.

You should have seen him when we came to the new house. I thought he would be nervous or really curious but no.......he legged out on the sofa for about three hours completely ignoring us!!!

I only have 5 channels!! Hopefully get virgin tomorrow and BB!!!!

Well I'm off to kip now. Just waitint on washer to finish then I'm off to the land of the unconsious!! Can't wait!

kassandra

Can I just tell you what a strange experience I had last night. T'was the first night in the new place and I was knack'd. So....I fell asleep almost straight away and must have been asleep for some time when I was woken up by someone leaning over me and touching my right arm. I woke up with a start and turned round to see who had woke me up yet there was no-one there! I could still feel an energy though as if there was someone there. It was all very strange. I did have something to cleanse the house but I'm not sure whether I should use it if there is a spirit here iykwim? I just want to cleanse the house of negative energies so I can make sure I settle here, I don't want to cleanse the history of it, does anyone get me or am I being confusing??

I'm just sooo tired!!!

Thinking of you sharon xxxx

purplecatlover

i get you kass but i have no advice or suggestions. see if it happens again. sleep well. and im glad charlie is so happy there too

Careful_with_that_Axe

Glad you were there for your friend pcl, even if it was upsetting for both of you.

Kass Don't know of anything that might help, but do get what you mean.

Lots of hugs to everyone and I'll be thinking of you tomorrow sharon.

purplecatlover

morning all

sharon good luck with the appointment today, hope its not as bad news as you fear.

Careful_with_that_Axe

Morning
Sharon Wot Ms pcl said. Will send good thoughts your way.

snoozer

Hi everyone,

Wrote a long post last night and then the site logged me off and I lost it grr.

Did not sleep well last night - after a good day I had very dsore hands and legs.

I also had a recurrence of probably my strangest symptom, I'd be grateful if anyone here has heard of anything like it because I've had all sorts of eye tests and brian scans and nothing has shown up. It happens at night, after I've been reading (which I do every night before going to sleep so it's nothing to do with that). I switch off the light and it's not completely dark so I can see the furniture shapes and shadows, except that my right eye can't see anything, it's as if a blackout curtain has been pulled across it and then gradually over a few minutes it lightens and I can see the same things as my left eye. It doesn't happen all the time (it's months since it last happened) but when it does it happens every night for a while. I'm a bit worried because it's usually a sign of things getting worse.

If any of you know what this is, or even have the same I'd be grateful.

Enough of me - I hope today goes well for everyone on here, see you soon.