Black Dog of Depression - can we help each other?

Rachel021967

Thanks for your replies. I was thinking of doing some voluntary work in the new year, to give me something else to focus on. I was thinking of helping out in the park by joining the Friends of the Park work group.

crazy_girl

isnt it wonderful to actually make the plan, to comit to it? i feel amazing, freedom is mine in just over a week

Rachel021967

Crazy-girl what's your plan? Glad your feeling positive.

crazy_girl

cant really go into details on here sorry

jazabelle

crazy_girl - please don't think that way. It's not true freedom, is it? True freedom is getting your illnesses under control and not being burdened by them anymore, not your way.

Please don't commit to your plan. You are loved, I know it.

LameWolf

jazabelle wrote: »

crazy_girl - please don't think that way. It's not true freedom, is it? True freedom is getting your illnesses under control and not being burdened by them anymore, not your way.

Please don't commit to your plan. You are loved, I know it.

CG if you mean what I think you mean, then I'm with Jaz on this.

crazy_girl

like i said to her via PM, ive told my hubby, my doc and my psychotherapist, no ones done owt and i take this to mean that its the best idea for everyone

i feel very good about this, better than in a long time, i finally have something to look forward to that wont go crap afterwards

LameWolf

crazy_girl wrote: »

80850like i said to her via PM, ive told my hubby, my doc and my psychotherapist, no ones done owt and i take this to mean that its the best idea for everyone

i feel very good about this, better than in a long time, i finally have something to look forward to that wont go crap afterwards

I don't think it's the best idea, at all.:( Please reconsider; I don't like the idea of a friend leaving.

sandy71

CG as you know I was there a few weeks ago. I was convinced I was doint the right thing and furious when it didn't work.
I have a great husband who tries his best to support me and I have to go and see my GP every week. I won't lie to you and say it will all be ok, everyday is a struggle and I think about it a lot but I also know how badly it would affect my family, I saw what I did to them last time.
Please feel free to pm me if you like, I know there are things we can't say on here.

We would miss you and I'm sure Barky would too and it sounds like you have a great husband.

crazy_girl

i should have just kept my mouth shut