Black Dog of Depression - can we help each other?

LameWolf

Good to see you posting, MU.

I'm glad something positive is happening for you; good luck with it all.

Hope everyone else is having a good *checks calendar* Tuesday. I have lovely chewy bones for all the Black Dogs; should keep them quiet for a while.:D

sandy71

I lurked here for a long time before plucking up the courage to post. The reason I did is because I saw how supportive you were to each other. Over the last few days I have had some wonderful support off a few members here and I would like to thank them for it. x

Sadly I don't think I can post here anymore knowing what others think of me. I have tried all I can to prove who I am but it wasn't enough.
I found this thead a wonderful support and I will miss it but I suppose I will have to learn to cope alone.

My last thread was deleted I hope this one isn't before the people who cared get to read it.

willa

Well nobody seems bothered that I'm not going to post any more. Or is it only certain people who deserve support. Took me a lot of courage to post here too. On that basis I'm not going to bother posting any time in the future.

jennihen

willa wrote: »

Well nobody seems bothered that I'm not going to post any more. Or is it only certain people who deserve support. Took me a lot of courage to post here too. On that basis I'm not going to bother posting any time in the future.

Don't go Willa - you've got fans on this board! If you start posting on other threads I'll end up stalking you!!!:rotfl:
A big 'Hi' to everyone else. I've had a rough few days and all this christmas business is a bit much isn't it!! Talk about a lot of work for a couple of days. Still I'm determined this year will be good.
I saw the rhuemmy last week and am going to have full body x-rays tomorrow to check my joints for damage. I can't put my full wieght on my either knee so I'm walking up stairs like I've had a really bad accident if you get my drift!! I can't straighten my fingers either. Why didn't I get a straight forward illness or one with a cure!!!

willa

jennihen wrote: »

Don't go Willa - you've got fans on this board! If you start posting on other threads I'll end up stalking you!!!:rotfl:
A big 'Hi' to everyone else. I've had a rough few days and all this christmas business is a bit much isn't it!! Talk about a lot of work for a couple of days. Still I'm determined this year will be good.
I saw the rhuemmy last week and am going to have full body x-rays tomorrow to check my joints for damage. I can't put my full wieght on my either knee so I'm walking up stairs like I've had a really bad accident if you get my drift!! I can't straighten my fingers either. Why didn't I get a straight forward illness or one with a cure!!!

Aw thank you jennihen! I didn't expect that at all and it's made me feel a bit better. You can stalk me if you like! Come and stalk on the illnesses thread (I'd do a link but my connection on this laptop rubbish and hubby's on other one). x

crazy_girl

i dont want anyone to go

this week isnt an improvement on the last, if anything its getting worse

why keep scrating and scraping at it to get nowhere

LadyMorticia

Willa - I don't want you to leave. Sorry, I didn't see your previous post.:o

Please stick around.

Molly41

Sorry but i dont understand what has been happening on the thread.

Im very anxious today slept very badly. Had a phone call yesterday that is worrying me very much. Dont know how you cope with the panic. Somedays I really wish I was not here...i dont mean dead but not in this place and position I am in. I feel that I have let everyone down.

I hate feeling so panic stricken...its like Im paralysed with fear.

sandy71

dmg24 wrote: »

Please don't leave us sandy71. Over the weekend a few people tried to force me to leave MSE, but if I had done so, I would be letting them win. Also through that I realised that I had friends here, and they are the people that count. You have friends here too, and over time you learn to ignore those that do not count.

Hope everyone is getting on ok. Sorry I haven't posted properly for so long - lots going on ... and still sleeping far too much. Roll on next year!

LadyMorticia wrote: »

That's sad that people tried to make you leave.

You've always been a great source of support and advice to me and I really appreciate your friendship.

I agree with dmg, Sandy. If they force you to leave, then you will be giving them what they want and they will have won.

Thank you both you ae very kind. The thing is after everything that was said it's obvious people believed it so I'm worried that I can't post freely anymore as I won't be believed.
I have no idea why I was singled out and if i'm honest it almost tipped me over the edge, I'm still so upset by it all. I know it wasn't true as do mse but people will always doubt me and I can't take much more.

jennihen

Morning All!!!
You're welcome Willa!. I did go on some of the boards yesterday and saw you'd been around a bit!!!
Sandy - Stay here as well. I would just rise above this. My motto is 'Every day is a new day, a new start and another chance.