My diary - My ups and downs

ragstoricheswannabe

sending big hugs to you, but at least you will finally know what it is after the tests. It is a good sign that its not attached to anything, means its not set up to recieve a blood supply which would help it to grow..............but as with anything thats not set in stone.

they are pretty hot on boobs at the moment so you shouldnt have a long wait, think my mate waited no more than 2 weeks for her investigations.

hope your ok, here to chat if you need me!!!!
love rags
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smarties84

thank u rags, shall keep u informed xx

ped54

Good luck babe, think everyone on here is rooting for you and hoping that it all gets sorted soon. Once this is out of the way you can focus on the other things you are stresed about - think of it as a list - crossing each worry off one by one - you'll be stress free in no time I reckon!

Catch you very soon....

smarties84

Thanks Ped, do you have a diary at all? Well still worrying about the lump and i actually went to a&e last night to see if they would help/reassure me but they basically said they couldn't tell me ne more than wot i knew and have to wait for my appointment. So its on my mind all the time.
Money or lack off is on my mind and also problems with my other half, they have been going on months. I always seem to be moaning and i hardly ever talk about what money savin things i have done, i feel that i am not contributing as i should if you know wot i mean xxx spk soon

mum2one

I hope the hospital appointment comes soon, its understandable ur feeling how u are, the way to turn it into a positive, you found it, uve been to the docs,awaiting hosp appointment, maybe ur oh doesnt realise how worried you are, as maybe by shouting, getting annoyed etc is your bodies way of copeing with the goings on.
Can you not sit him down with a glass of wine and tell him, that way he will be more in thepic.

Your still doing well with debt busting, is there anything extra you can do to take ur mind off things

Sort out bday list, xmaslist, start planning presents,do some surveys, but overall look after urself, were all here for you.xx

mummy2mygirls

hi smarties i hope the appointment comes through soon for you! the waiting will be hard. hopefully wont be much longer and can be one less thing to worry about - i agree about letting your oh know how worried you are about everything
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smarties84

i have my appointment. its wednesday at 9.10am - things going from bad to worse at the mo, with one thing and another. feel like crying xx

ragstoricheswannabe

Hey hun, how did it go this morning??? Hope it all went ok and its now one less thing to stress you out??

mummy2mygirls

Hi also thinking of you today - hope it all went well and like rags said is one less thin to worry about! Let us know when you get a chance
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mum2one

Same here, xx