in deep, deep trouble

bumblebee87_2

NSD today!!! thats 7 this month! not quite the 8 i was looking for, but hopefully ill do better next month. we have no money to spend till next tuesday, so the first 5 days in jan will be NSD's!!! woohoo!!!!

bumblebee87_2

thought id better use up the eggs before we go to MIL's tonight so i thought oo bake a cake!!! so i did the whole mix, went in the cupboard to get the vanilla out, spotted the almond extract, so have put that in instead, mmmmmmmmmm smells sooooo good!!!!!!!

LittleEmms

Hi Bumble

Have only just got back on here the last day or so since Xmas & NY - hope all is going ok?

and a big CONGRATULATIONS btw - just re-read the thread and see you got an extra christmas pressie!

Emms xx

bumblebee87_2

right, i will be getting back into this diary properly tomorrow.

things have been a bit of a nightmare lately, i havent kept up to date with the grocery budget, and we have had a very very tight week this week

well, payday thursday, and ive already done my tesco order ready for then. slightly overspent, but not hugely, and ive bought plenty of things i can use for batch cooking and should have a whole month worth of meals sorted. i dont actually know that, all plans have gone right out of the window.

will find out tomorrow if im still pregnant been bleeding since new years day, had a scan on 4th, which was fine, showed bubs, but then had a heavy heavy bleed on thursday with very large clots, ranging from golf ball sized, to the size of an orange :eek: so ended up in hospital for a few hours, and have a scan tomorrow to find out whats going on.

so thats what has kind of put everything else off. well, another £40 off the rent arrears on thursday, and got to find something cheap to book for valentines day, i think me and OH are going to need it this year, any ideas welcome

well, that turned into a bit of an essay didnt it!!!!!!!

i suppose id better go and work out how many NSD's ive managed this month so far and update my siggy, oh and a cuppa, cos its freeeeeezing

TotallyBroke

Oh I'm so sorry you are having problems with the pregnancy. My fingers are crossed for you.

bumblebee87_2

thanks x its driving me mad, my dad has given me £20 to get pizza for dinner, GET IN!!!!!! :rotfl:

LittleEmms

Sorry to hear about the pregnancy problems, my fingers are crossed for you hun!! x

Not surprised you've got off track with things... but well done on buying for the batch cooking... hopefully you'll have lots of meals for the month. Well done on the rent arrears... you've made them your priority and that's SO good!

Yay to your dad too! Mmmmm pizza :drool:

x

bumblebee87_2

ok, im back, with bad news i lost the baby

i dont think im going to be right into this diary again straight away, but over the next couple of weeks in going to try to post in here more.

ive just added up my NSD's and ive already done 10!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! 14 days, and ive done 10 NSD's and i spent £1 on one day and 60p today!!!! so thats only 2 days ive actually spent much money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wol2

Oh Bumble - I'm so so sorry to hear your sad news......

:grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug:

Please keep posting when you can...DFW has been a great source of support for me and I'm sure we will all be here for you.

Take things one step at a time atm..do what feels best for you...if it's concentrating on NSD then that's great...but please don;t be too hard on yourself at this time......and please remember there will always someone here on DFW for you....


xxxx...but with heavy heart....
Wol2
xxxx

chevalier

Despite other problems in my life, I am deeply thankful that I have not had to face the loss of a baby. I am very sorry for you, and you must do what is right for you in terms of grieving or not sharing or not.

Thank heavens that you now have a stable base for 3 months, that will give you a few months to get your budget really set.

i hope that 2009 progresses as well as you hope it will

very sorry
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