First one to clear 15k gets a paper hat

Snow_White_5

I think the first step towards life-fixing is usually this:coffee:
Have you got someone you can talk to?

CAFCGirl

not really..... i vented a bit at my OH but i cant really seem to articulate it, and it kinda feels like the bottom is falling out of everything....

Snow_White_5

Is there someone you can ring? Or could you write it down to get it off your chest? Do you have access to chocolate?

CAFCGirl

i started on the chocolate bout an hour ago.
ive tried writing it out but i get too angry and upset.....

anyway my dross is not what the thread is about...... and i dont wanna drag the thread down.....but thanks for caring hun....

ShelleyC_2

Its not dross if its making you feel crappy. Plus the whole of this thread is about helping each other with everything.

I have wine which goes well with chocolate :beer:

Snow_White_5

I agree with Shelley. Anyway, it's a 'challenge' thread, so it's not meant to be plain sailing and fun and games all the time. Hope you're ok hun. Is your puppy there for a cuddle?

CAFCGirl

hes bitten my foot so hes in the kitchen right now....

im not doing this thread justice and my life just feels like its falling to pieces.....every day i just feel guilty because im neglecting some area of it and i cant even say its bcause im suceeding in other areas..... im just spreading the "suckiness"!!!!

ShelleyC_2

Maybe Gordon was trying to show affection with a love bite?!

You have always been a fab positive influence on this thread and we want to help diffuse any suckiness. I've been awol for a while but my catch up reading shows you're incedibly busy with new job - are you finding time for fun stuff?

Snow_White_5

You've had a lot of changes recently though, haven't you? So it's no wonder if things are still a bit topsy-turvy.

CAFCGirl

i dont have any time for anything! Like this evening, i got home, had food, and have had to do stuff online like pay bills etc and i need to go to bed in 15 minutes ready for another day of the same thing tomorrow...

DH is gettin irritated with my working hours, my boss is generally annoyed with me on a dialy basis, i pretty much suck at the job, im not earning enough money to cover our outgoings, i have no time to spend with puppy, or just live my life and every day i just feel like crying....