Marriage over don't know where to start

kizzykizzywizzy

Yes Virgin said either switched off or out of range - so I'm ok again now.
Glad you had a good night at the pub, someone told me that you should take ibuprofen if you've drunk too much as the brain swells & this stops the swelling I've tried this & it works;)

kpwll

I hope the heart settles down soon, get the dr to check your BP while your there.
I think I would have to pay twice if a spray tan didn't cover droopy parts cos I've got loads, I wonder if they've ever thought of charging by the square foot?
Hope you have a good night's sleep. x

kizzykizzywizzy

You'll laugh, I've got to go to Docs because when I got life ins for mortgage they wanted a doctors report & need more info on the depression I had in 1997! So I need to convince Doc, it was a one off really - so theres no problems with policy :rolleyes:
I might ask him about DH, we'll see he's a lovely doctor, but you wizz in & out with him

Skint_Lynne

Kizzy, keep away from the phone. Your mind ended up on overdrive because you used it when you weren't supposed to. Please listen to what SL tells you in future:rotfl:

Buffy, I hope you did not partake in the eating of crisps and nuts at the pub, I know you from the overspend and overeat thread, so I am watching you. Hope you did not drink lager or guinness, these are bad for the waistline and the pocket.

I am an :A you know!! :rotfl:

star-X_2

Kizzy, i know its hard hun, but please turn your phone off for the night now, stash it somewhere so its hard for you to get too tonight. You really need to play hard to get, this is going to sound harsh but youre making it too easy for him hun, he needs to win YOU back, not you keep running to him, you are the one that is worthwhile, he is just being an idiot and you shouldnt stand for it, youre not 15!! It sounds soo harsh i know and im sorry, but i am just thinking of yuo and i think its out of order what hes doing to your head. Turn it off and put it on top of a cupboard, then forget about it till morn, if hes texted and you havent replied in the night, oh well, maybe he might feel how you do a little. Im thinking of you xxx

Keeping_Motivated

Does he know you come on this site? Just didn't want him to be able to read this thread and know your every thought/move?

kizzykizzywizzy

Consider myself told :silenced: I won't do it again.
Just miss him...........
Anyway, as I am really tired today I am going to go to bed & watch TV

Let's see how nutty I will be by tomorrow:p

Thanks for everything :T you really don't know how much you all mean to me, the fab people on this site have helped me get out of debt, helped me when I was lonely & yet again you are helping me:A

spud30

Night Kizzy, hope the tan looks fab in the morning.

I've decided I would need a zero gravity tanning booth, then the saggy bits might float

gratefulone

Hi Kizzy. You seem so much better now than a couple of days ago. I'm sure the tan looks fab and nice to hear you are treating yourself nicely. Hope all goes well for you. Best wishes.

kizzykizzywizzy

Hi well, woke up at 5.20am! Have washed tango off, now looks quite pale really, but still browner than I was.
Yes he knows I come on this site, but he hasn't got access at the moment to a computer. Email at work that's all.
I would hope if he ever did read this thread, he would realise that I am doing everything I can think of to save our marriage & that I really love him & the children.
I tried to get him to read something I found on the internet about depression, also a Navy website, saying about coming home after an absence is a difficult adjustment & not to make any rash decisions/changes, but he wouldn't read them.
Well today the mood has changed to hopelessness, if someone doesn't love you, you can't make them.
A couple we used to work with were together for years, she decided she didn't love him anymore & they are now apart.
I was trying to think what I ate yesterday, half a packet of cheese puffs that DS had left & a few extra strong mints! 300 cups of tea & coffee, I'm just not hungry.