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funkyfunkymonkey

0.4lb loss to report, but did have pie and chips from the chippie tonight, so might put it on next week. Feel rather 'yuk' right now.

FFM

Gpuk

Thanks for the welcome! I've had quite a good day, thought I wasn't actually going to start today (needed comfort food this morning as ds first day at infant school) but managed to get through with a cup of tea and 1 biccy (he was fine it was me that was a nervous wreck!!)

x_raphael_xx

Charlie is a real cutie Marion!

fitorbust wrote: »

(lol - mistyped that and it said big jugs......)...

:rotfl: :rotfl:

Hi all, not been on for a while, been busy enjoying not being single still managing to get to the gym thou, I had my review the other day...

Body fat %...Originally 46.9% At last review(28.06/08) 38.6%, now 35.3% :T A drop of 3.3% since last review, total drop of 11.6% :j
Also lost 11.8 lbs since last review. Which doesn't include the 2.7 lbs I lost this week!

katiepoppycat

aaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwww! great charlie pic.

glad you made full use of the facilities granny!

Suggs

Morning All

Day 2 of my course in not so sunny London, its about 1.4miles form the station to the training centre, so I am walking that at a brisk a pace as possible in place of my gym sessions. Not the same I know but at least I am doing something.

Efrieze, I do admire what your doing, in a strange way I would probably prefer to do what your doing but thats because I normally cycle in the gym, so its not pushing myself. Did that make sense? I think I mean the 10k scared me sh1tless, but somehow a 'duo' to me seems more attainable, obviously more harder and the transition to me could be a nightmare with wobbly legs (think bambi!) All the very best.

Lois_Lane wrote: »

Hi Suggs

If you were one of the girls, I'd say that it's probably something to do with your monthly cycle, which obviously isn't the case with you, however I imagine men experience natural fluctuations too? It's annoying, but don't let it get you down - it'll disappear in no time.

LL

Thanks Lois, still cant work it out, but been on course for a week wont help. Biscuit city yesterday, brought bananas and dried fruit with me today. I think and guess this has something to go with trying to maintain as well.

Missy™ wrote: »

Hi Suggs hope the course goes OK, I can remember you doing the first part of that one I think. Is the rugby going to be a regular thing this season because I seem to remember you saying you were a bit undecided about it? I know exactly how you feel about having an undeserved gain :rolleyes: here's hoping it will even out for you next week Glad you're still around when all the other males seem to have deserted us!

Have a good week all, good luck with weigh ins!

Missy long explanation for which there is not enough time, but I am playing this season, any position except front row. So in effect I am 'filling in' for the time being. However I have 5 games left, even writing that starts to upset me. I will explain later though. Thanks mate

Right better pay attention in class, 'spanning tree' is the topic of the morning

Back later

dellybelly_2

hi everyone checking in this week with a 2lb gain! - I can't say it's unexpected but there are reasons for it' back to comfort eating again...

OH and I went out on Friday night and seemed to be getting along quite well., He's been on nights for the past 3 days and we haven't seen one another much. Things have been a bit strained but I suppose that's to be expected.

The only problem is I went onto the gaming forum that he's a member of last night and found out that he has the other woman's contact information in Austrailia! Cue meltdown. I'd like to say we had a blazing row but we didn't . I asked him for an explaination and all he could say was that her travelling companion gave it to him (allegedley). and he only posted it online pi** off the guy ! !!!!!!!!!!??? I left things until this morning bu t wrote him a long letter telling him how I felt - that trust is a huge issue and he's done very little to help me to learn to trust him again
When he came in from work this morning he told me he's moving out. I saw on the kitchen table the local paper and he'd marked off places to rent...... he asked me how long I'd been checking up on him on his online forum - I said about as long as t's been since you started your love affair with her.

Handed back the ring. I'm not going to beg for him to stay. I've told him already what I want,I can't make him stay and he doesn't want to face the consequences of his behaviour i.e helping me to trust him again.

Was I wrong??? Am I supposed to forget about things just like that!

Anyway, just wanted to update you all.If I disappear and don't come back, it's because he's moved out and taken the pc with him.

Good luck on all your wl journeys everyone, and thanks for listening.

Edel.

Brighton_belle

delly, oh delly:(
really sorry things have turned this way. As for whether you'should' have checked, well I seem to remeber you said to him you needed that sort of access to be able to know you could trust him. In fact, it is possible that either consciously or 'unconsciously' he deliberately left that there for you to find, so it would be all 'your fault' he left. Sending you all the hugs in the world, knowing there's not a lot else I can do, but if there is anyway you can find yourself online, please keep in touch.

bb
xxxx

dellybelly_2

thanks bb. I'm just so lost. But I know for my own pride/ sanity/ self esteem, I can't and won't beg.

Think it might be time to tell the folks

Brighton_belle

dellybelly wrote: »

thanks bb. I'm just so lost. But I know for my own pride/ sanity/ self esteem, I can't and won't beg.

Think it might be time to tell the folks

Delly, I'm not suprised you feel lost. Devastated and shattered would be equally appropriate. Yes, I think it could be time to tell the folks: you need more support now for you and for DS. I do understand not begging - you have made it clear that you want your relationship to continue. Clearly not at any price though: that takes courage not to plead, though I don't expect you are feeling very brave at the mo:(

dellybelly_2

Yeah - every so often I get a flash of who I believe myself to be and think I'll be better off without him. It's just finding the strength to get back to who I am and not the needy emotional nightmare I've been over the past few weeks.