I need a hug

Poosmate

Der! I only read the first page and a half and I haven't got a clue what a DP is but it's so sad I'm crying my eyes out here!

I hope you can go and see him and hope it's not too stressful for you.

I don't know what else to say. I think I best go get a coffee and go and read about someone elses debts to get back into concentrate mode and out of emotional state.

Take care

Poo

Merlot

Pania, I'm so sorry to read this, you are in my thoughts. Your hurting just now and I wish I could take the pain away.

Merlot.x.

GeorgeUK

DP i think was Pania's horse, and a very good friend for may years.

:grouphug:

Can't even imagine what you must be feeling.
Please try to take comfort in the fact that he will be well cared for and making some new friends.

piglet29

Big hugs from me too Pania, i hope you soon feel better, so sorry..............xx

mizmir

Oh Pania - just seen this - really sorry you've had to let him go but you've done what is best for him which shows how much you loved him. Big hug. Know how it feels - I had to rehome one of my dogs a few years ago as she was attacking with my old dog and it just wasn't fair. It was awful but she is now in the best home possible and having a wonderful life (where she gets on with everyone) - and my old girl is having a happy relaxed life still. Though it really hurt it was the best thing for everyone. I still see her and she has never forgotten me - but she is definitely their dog now which is how it should be.

Hope you get to stay in touch with DP - you'll always have that bond with him even if someone else does too. Take care of yourself. Just an animal? Pah!

Buffythedebtslayer

Big hugs xxxxxxxxxxxx doesn't feel fair even when it is for the best does it?

more hugsxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

maytaurus

oooh I wish I could have ridden him for you

Numpty_Monkey

Ok maybe not a hug p but might make you smile xx

pania

hey guys. I've got a headache... thanks so much for all the wishes. i woke up this morning with a lump of ice in my chest when i thought "it's a lovley day, i'll go up the field..." gulp. it still hurts and i want to go back to bed but as you have all said he now has what, with the best will and all the love in the world i couldn't give him and that is time. I know he will be loved, I know he will be well looked after and hopefully a little boy and girls best friend for many many years to come. It isn't fair buffy but then when is adult life, and when in debt your life becomes live to work so you know you can get by and things like animals have to take a backseat which just isn't fair on them. and maytaurus you would've been welcome to ride him!
Time is an excellent healer and i know both he and i will be ok.

Now lets see if photobucket will let me put a piccy of him in today...

pania

Yay it worked!!!