Depression Support Thread

gillette147

septemberblues wrote: »

Thanks. This is why I am afraid I will be sectioned if I see a pyschiatrist, as I have a plan for suicide BUT I love my kids, they are my reason for living. And I know the kind of pain I would inflict on them, but when a person gets intense suicidal thoughts it doesn't figure how other people will feel, you just want to die. I am getting help as I'm aware that suicide is a terrible thing for those who are left behind.

Sorry, I don't want to be morbid or intense xxx

I have no right to preach to anyone. I just know that for me negative ways of coping add to the pressure. I'd rather be choosing life rather than being blackmailed into staying.
xxx

LadyMorticia

Sorry gillette.
See, told you I was paranoid today.lol.

gillette147

I've just had a lovely cheese salad sandwich.
Mmmmmm

My other love is food. My ex said my pupils dilated when I eat meat.
I am deeply, chemically, totally in love with food.

No worries LM.
I never saw why Paranoid is hailed as a classic rock song tbh.
Even back in 1980 when I first got into rock I thought it was a nothing song.

LadyMorticia

What sort of bands do you like gillette? I'm really into Motorhead, Iron Maiden, Sevendust, Greenday, Wednesday 13 etc. I love music.

LadyMorticia

I'm really in the mood to play with some lego. I know that sounds weird but I'm 21 and still love kids toys.lol.

Now, where to get hold of some lego....EBAY!

gillette147

LadyMorticia wrote: »

What sort of bands do you like gillette? I'm really into Motorhead, Iron Maiden, Sevendust, Greenday, Wednesday 13 etc. I love music.

I have been into rock for 28yrs!!!
My tastes have changed through the time.
Started with UFO, Judas Priest, Iron Maiden
Then Marillion for ages
Then got into guitarists like Malmsteen or bands like Thunder.
Then Queensryche and Dream Theater
Then went off rock for a few years....and only listened to my old stuff.
Then got into Muse
Then discovered Porcupine Tree

The Porcupine Tree forum has opened my eyes to literally 100s of bands I've never heard of which I rush through.
Porcupine Tree has everything and they are something special.

Thanks to PT Forum I also like to a lesser extent: - Oceansize, Pineapple Thief, Fair to Midland, Coheed and Cambria, Pain Of Salvation and loads more.

My non-rock side likes alot of stuff including Will Young, Supergrass (altho they are rock) and at the moment the new Elbow album has grabbed me.

LadyMorticia

Awesome taste in music you have.
I love Porcupine Tree. How I forgot to mention them, I'll never know. :rotfl:

xx

gillette147

LadyMorticia wrote: »

Awesome taste in music you have.
I love Porcupine Tree. How I forgot to mention them, I'll never know. :rotfl:

xx

My first concert was 1980 - Iron Maiden's first national Tour!!
Later that year I saw MSG, AC/DC, Scorpions and Motorhead.
It was a good start.

feelinggood_2

You are both far too 'rocky' for me. I like a bit of Green Day, a small amount of Nickleback and lots of Meat Loaf! Other than that, its Country all the way I've seen Johnny Cash and Kris Kristofferson in concert, fantastic.

And Lego rocks. My Mum won't let me have my old stuff, she is holding on to it. Got several huge boxes of stuff! Although I only ever built little square red house. LM, have you ever played any of the Lego Creator PC Games? You can build with unlimited bricks! This is one of them, but I think they do others:
http://www.amazon.co.uk/Lego-Creator-Knights-Kingdom-PC/dp/B00187PJK0/ref=sr_1_8?ie=UTF8&s=videogames&qid=1212494501&sr=1-8

geminilady

Tiff
I am so pleased for you and your son,after all you have been through you have every right to be proud of your son and yourself.I can only imagine how hard it has been for you battling the agrophobia but you kept fighting and it looks like you are winning the battle.Also congratulations on winning the award for your short story i would love to read it as i am a avid reader and also like poetry.I know i have not posted for a while struggling at the moment but i do read all the posts and just had to mention your "chronicles "