Slaying my Debts

Buffythedebtslayer

Ellie83 wrote: »

Hi Buffy!

If there is one area where you can't be blamed for spending money, this is your health! But in the name of Zeus, this is expensive :eek:

Kika: I don't like dentists either. Although so far I have been very lucky (touch wood!!) as I have never had any problem!

Good night!

Ellie

the good news although it is so expensive it will take three months for my gum to heal so I have some time to save the money. well some of it any way!

if there is one thing that comes out of all this its go to the dentist regularly!!

night
xxx

kika

Oh Buffy I'm sorry about your dad,18 months is no time. Doing a bereavement course doesn't give you any magic words to make things better. Your mum is lucky to have you and the desk sounds a good compromise. Is your mum seeing friends or getting involved with anything or she'll miss you when you go.

Buffythedebtslayer

Thanks, I don't like to talk about it much. well at all actually! but thank you,

Today dear readers I typing at you from the living room on my new laptop table. it seems to working very well. I have 60 reports to write tonight and a 120 to do over the weekend. however today managed to print of the pictures of all the kids i teach - very handy for those moments of which dan is that then? whilst staring blankly at the screen and a non descript markbook!

I must an money update actually.

be back in a sec
xx

Buffythedebtslayer

Egg Card - £992.70
Egg Loan - £17,666.02
- £18,658.72


Well its not going down as much as I would like but its going down. Soon as in the end of the month the egg card will be paid off. and then may I will be sub 16 with the loan payment. might be a bit overdrawn tho! for about a week - my eeeg card 0% runs out on the 1st of July and I don't get paid till the 3 rd! well ok so I won't be sub 16 yet, in Aug I will be!

must go nap before I start reports

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

kika

Wish Iwas doing as well. I'm working extras to pay off cards but I'm going slower than mnay people as I just rebel if I don't have some spending money.

kika

Hows the tooth?

Buffythedebtslayer

Hello Kika,

my tooth is fairly ouchie. I am taking many painkillers. am better at eating though!!

tomorrow is D day, got to take my valium tonight! (whilst writing reports for work) and then its the big removal. :eek:

xxxx

Buffythedebtslayer

[quote/] in other news I have worked out that if I move my money from emergency account and cash in my green met money I should have enough to pay off the egg card. got to move all that round tomorrow.

trouble is harry is going to need the vets soon and Tabitha looks as if her teeth have grown again so more vets fees. no doubt on the credit card. that's what the emergency fund was for. need to do a ring round tomorrow of tescos barclay card and virgin and see what is going on there.

I NEED to put these bloody cards in the freezer.

sorry night owls this should probably be in my my diary! [/quote]


so I have put it here.

and i have changed my avator.

its all very well admiring the SATC girls but I am doing all this to pay for my own house, but the time I am 35 which is in three years time.

if I don't start understanding the seriousness of my situation I will be in a big f888888 mess.

I earn good money and should not be in this mess.

am furious with myself.

rant over.

going to bed.

xx

kika

Busy tonight so not on earlier. Good luck with tooth. We all need a rant now and then. Iknow I'm not stupid but debt is just so easy to get into and so hard to get out off.

Buffythedebtslayer

I am somewhere near rock bottom here.

I had today off work, which is one problem.

my boss texted to tell me I am being observed tomorrow. so much for at least a weeks notice. not only that but he set a meeting tomorrow cos he didn't want to have it with out me. which basically means he gets to give me feed back which I don't want. so that means i won't get home early AT all.

no idea what amazing thing to do with my year nines.

I haven't written my reports. all 210 of them. well ok have 60ish. oh boy only another 150 to go.

I haven't done any open university.

the dentist has messed up all my plans and I have spent the best part of two weeks in agony.

I need to take my pets to the vets but WHEN and HOW

it was fathers day yesterday. not one of my friends oh whats the point.

honestly what the bloody hell is the point of any of this. its all too much.

i just cannot cope and I KNOW people cope with worse things and have a much tougher time but i just cannot do it any more.

I just feel like running away. really really do. this keeps on happening. work is never right I am always just surviving. marking reports parents evening, its all so much to bloody do. there is no way I am going to get all this done. none at all.

going back to stupid report wrting

xxx

I know I sound really sorry for myself. i just feel like such a complete wreck. hardly done any reports.