First Steps to Solvency

enthusiasticsaver

Your desire to do this from home is an emotional one and I think one that most of us can understand. However if the pros think residential is the only way you won't be tempted by sniffing coke, drinking alcohol, hiding away in your office or not engaging fully in the detox process then I hope you make a decision with your head and fully engage with this. Tough I know but in the long run you need more help as doing it on your own isn't working. Whether we hear from you later or in a month or so I hope you manage to get clean for good this time. All the best. 

RelievedSheff

Good luck for today Alt. 

Whatever the outcome we will all still be here willing you on.

Four_Seasons

The very best of luck for today Alt.

Legs21

Good luck today alt. Do as the pros advise even if it’s not what you want to hear. Short term pain, long term gain.

ladyholly

Good luck. Any money you have to spend will be the best investment you have ever made. We will all be here for you whenever that is. 

the_end_of_the_rainbow

Good luck @alt80 - we’re all behind you willing you on.

Grumpelstiltskin

Good luck, you can do it.

vampirotoothus

Good luck Alt, looking forward to seeing a more relaxed you. Apply yourself and get it done. 

foxgloves

Good luck today. Residential rehab sounds scary because it takes you out of your comfort zone. There won't be any distractions or temptations, you will have to confront yourself. If it gets you off this horrible self-destructive path that has shot your self-esteem to pieces, I'd say it is worth a stay. I haven't read your whole diary, but I've defo picked up this much..... that when you are on the self-destruct path, you wallow in self-loathing & sound utterly miserable & stressed to pieces. But when you are trying hard with your personal goals, the tone of your posts changes & I can hear what sounds like a decent man trying to get out.
You like to win. Well atm, this addiction is beating you. Don't let it. Take the professional advice offered for yourself & your family. All the best. 
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ryanm8655

Best of luck with the assessment!