Buffy takes it 6 months at a time

RosaBernicia

Sun_Addict said:

It was an accident Buffy and fish are fragile, don’t beat yourself up about it. As Beanie says you need to be kinder to yourself. Hope today is better xx

^ what SA said, and virtual hugs and chocolate.  (Oh blast it I miss the old forum emojis!)

Rosa xx

juliejim

Hugs Buffy x

Buffythedebtslayer

I sat for hours that night trying to work out what to do. I have come up with a plan but it will cost. I think I will wait till next pay day to buy some of it. all of it! or perhaps by then I will have a different plan. 
thanks, I appreciate to some it is silly but I was so upset. He was buried under a blue berry bush. 

I am glad it is the 1st of May today. April was awful truly awful... did a short zoom meeting this morning and am feeling quite positive. Although I did eat bacon this morning, haven't eaten it in over a year cos it triggers migraines but Mum missed bacon and wanted to see if I could try it again. A mistake as I feel crappy now. Hey ho. 
Plan today is to clean out the animals, work the dogs, nap and do some school work. 

The savings have gone through ok but I don't have a lot of money to play with this month........hmmm. 

XXXXX

Sun_Addict

Glad you have a plan, sounds intriguing. Good to hear you’re feeling more positive 👍💪

juliejim

You're sounding more upbeat today Buffy - hope you continue to feel better.

beanielou

Well you won't be going anywhere to spend any money!! xx

Buffythedebtslayer

beanielou said:

Well you won't be going anywhere to spend any money!! xx

*whispers so INOD can't hear, Amazon Beanie*

No I know Beanie..........

Buffythedebtslayer

Sun_Addict said:

Glad you have a plan, sounds intriguing. Good to hear you’re feeling more positive 👍💪

juliejim said:

You're sounding more upbeat today Buffy - hope you continue to feel better.

I honestly think deciding pretty much that I wasn't doing to enjoy it, I didn't have to do anything and I had to just through the days it made it somehow easier to think about things. There isn't going to be some perfect moment when I am ok with this, I miss my friends, I miss eating out, the pub, the excitement of a date, I really miss my job and my classes. So yeah once I admitted I wasn't going to wake up ok with it all I started to think about what I could do - especially re pets cos I still harbour the hope of buying a house next year.........and I do like a new month. 

Buffythedebtslayer

Savings 
House - 3866
Christmas - 500
Emergency - 1000
Insurance/vets/pets - 800
Extra house - 300
Extra extra house -900
Am doing ok, so long as I don't go crazy with the food shopping  

in_need_of_direction

I heard that!