Buffy takes it 6 months at a time

Buffythedebtslayer

thank you Badmemory XXXXXXX Appreciate it. XXX 
v tired. rabbit at vets, op tomorrow, so far 150, but could be more. think total cost is about 360 at best. they are good vets. !!!!!! hit the fan at work today. Nothing to do with me. Between the virus and the rabbit and freaking out about Mum I am done with it today. watching Eclipse! 

badmemory

Perhaps we are all going to need a list of things to be grateful for in the next few months.

Buffy's no 1 - vets are still open!

Mine - at least I don't look 70 (74) so I may not get arrested for a while!

Sun_Addict

badmemory - one of my friends is over 70 and she keeps forgetting that the guidance applies to her as she doesn't feel it.

Buffy - hope the op is successful, stay strong xx

NorthernSoulSouthernLife

Hugs Buffy 🤗
you are dealing with so so much right now . I just try to take one half hour at a time when life gets too hard . Admittedly I have been doing this every day since Christmas Eve, but I’m still here and some how managing to put one foot in front of the other. 

Grief is a very real , confusing , complicated place to be as I know you know all too well right now 💛
So much admiration for all you teachers out there ..... You Are Amazing 

Buffythedebtslayer

Right so the relentless !!!!!! continues for everyone. I don't really know what to do or say. I paid for a click and collect order from Wickes so I can do some painting of sheds and fences if we ever get told what we are doing at work. I feel awful every single time I leave the house. And I shouldn't be going to the DIY place at all. But Mum is so worried and frightened. I just want to do something normal for her. I am constantly near to tears. I will walk in and collect the order and leave. I need petrol to get to work. 
Friday was horribly upsetting. I miss my friends so much. I love them so much. I miss my kids. Though will see some of them I expect. We have a high proportion of vulnerable kids which terrifies me. I can't write any more about work it is too much.  I miss D ickhead enormously. He is in touch often but essentially alone now and we can't meet up. We were going out last weekend but the rabbit was ill so we didn't meet up. 
My poor rabbit. She is not in a good way tho getting better in tiny steps. It is still up in the air whether she will get better enough. 
I am keeping my distance from Mum, six foot apart at all times. terrified of her getting sick. 
Nothing is happening with my friend. I have no news and no time to ask anyone. 
Right now I am doing short term things. tomorrow, mother's day - cooking some seriously expensive steak for mum and I with mashed potatoes and sweet corn. Hoping to do a nice light breakfast and bake scones for the first time. 
Then once we know what is what on Monday I will plan out home life - mainly in the garden so long as the weather holds. I am very grateful I have a garden. I will have to set up some sort of exercise plan and work schedule. I just keep suppressing the rising panic and washing my hands. Moneywise I have run up a bill, the vets, extra food for the rabbits, the paint. 
shops here are lacking but thankfully we have enough. Already on the creative meals - samosas and chips for tea! 
I can't write anymore, tomorrow will be the last day I go anywhere aside from the supermarket, vet, pet shop or petrol station. 
Much love to you all XXX 

Sun_Addict

Hope you manage to have a decent Mother's Day with your mum.  All this uncertainty is really unsettling, what a nightmare time we're having at the moment. Just take it one day at a time and take care of yourself.  Big hugs Buffster xx

beanielou

send sending love Buffster xxx

Buffythedebtslayer

Hello. 
The rabbit died. It was truly terribly. I was driving her to the vets. I just can't believe it. I mean I thought it was coming but not the way it did. 
So yeah. Mothers' Day is going great. 
Still cooking dinner later. 
Love Buffy X 

juliejim

So sorry to hear your bunny passed over the rainbow bridge. 
Hugs Buffy xx
Jue

beanielou

Sorry to read Buffster xxx