Queen Bee fighting for her Hive!

Aspiration

Great progress and love the chart!! 

beanielou

Love this. 

Queen_of_the_Hive

Good Morning, early into lock down I was being good and doing the Joe Wicks routines and latter when things have been difficult and not been in the mood i haven't being doing it, but this morning I am chuffed I got up and out in the garden and started it again. Its a good way to start the day. I am hoping Joe keeps his previous routines available for free when lock down finishes as money is tight but this is a big help. 

Queen_of_the_Hive

@beanielou just spotted this in your signature. ***Fall down seven times,stand up eight*** ~~Japanese proverb. so true! have a good day 

beanielou

Thanks.
My mantra on so many levels 

Queen_of_the_Hive

How can it be Monday morning already? yuk! So this weekend was nice, took the kids to a new park and we had a lot of fun playing Frisbee and running in the little wooded areas. The kids like making up stories and so yesterday i was mummy crocodile! snap! snap! snap!

This weekend i found myself in an odd position. My work colleague and kind of supervisor had by Friday convinced me to appeal the decision on the job so come Friday evening I decided to do so. So he has helped me with my defence - basically putting facts from his side as he is basically running the project atm. Over the weekend my anxiety came back and for valid reasons i was going to pull out from this. Well my colleague had wrote a really good justification why the decision was wrong and I had to submit it last night so OMG I will see what comes of this now. I think this will involve a meeting with another manager to discuss. I find these meetings really stressful and pretty worried tbh but I have got this far so here goes. On the same note I have my first counselling session in a few minutes and really not sure what to expect. Never done this before. Really can't believe how odd life is a times! 

beanielou

Hope your session goes well.

Baileys_Babe

That is really good news that your colleague would like you to appeal and is supporting you. Try not to get stressed by this (easier said than done) What is the worse case scenario you will be in the position you are already in?

Queen_of_the_Hive

Baileys_Babe said:

That is really good news that your colleague would like you to appeal and is supporting you. Try not to get stressed by this (easier said than done) What is the worse case scenario you will be in the position you are already in?

Yes Baileys Babe you are completely right :0 I guess I just want to stick my head in the sand lol 

Queen_of_the_Hive

Yesterday was a bit of an expensive day - I bought some plants and garden stuff in cash from B&Q. I'm loving the garden atm, defo one of the highlights of lock down. I had a baby acer plant which I'd bought last year that died on me recently so as soon as the garden centres were open I was looking for a replacement along with a palm type plant. I ended up buying some fushia pink flowering plant too which was too gorgeous not to. We went to the supermarket and did another big shop (must stop doing these, i think its the novelty about being out the house doing a "normal" activity!) and I also ordered a sewing kit online to keep me distracted from home schooling and work. Was absolutely amazed when it arrived this morning! Wow! Yesterday afternoon was duly spent putting shopping away and scanning the big pile of receipts into Shoppix, Receipt Hog and Zip Zero. I'm starting to get to nearly the minimum amounts for rewards... yay! 

This evening I have applied for a job - nothing fancy just night work in a supermarket as a stop gap. So we'll see what happens with that.