Buffy's 30 Month Plan

Buffythedebtslayer

The dogs are thoroughly miserable because I haven't gone to bed yet. :rotfl:

I have been thinking about the job situation for a while now. I always think of Beanie's Out of debt out of danger thing. I am so annoyed with myself for being in debt again and so making it difficult to make the decision.

In 20 weeks it will be the 7th of October. Just before the next resignation date. If I could be out of debt by then or at least by the October pay day that would be good. Or even the December pay day. It would give me options. 20 little weeks.

My debt is 4668. Well It was, I have paid off 668 with the saving. Now it is 4000. If I can pay off 500 a month then I will be out of debt by the end of the year (which is 33 weeks if anyone is interested) . Plus interest but you get the idea. I am due one lot of PPI still and that will go in the savings. I will replace the savings (remember I owe myself 668)

Anyhow that is the plan. And it is past midnight. so must go to bed and perhaps I will sleep!

XXXX

Buffythedebtslayer

Honeysucklelou2 wrote: »

I was chatting with someone about jobs and I've been amazed that some vacancies are restricting pay to M1-M3 which immediately knocks back anyone with a few years experience from applying, unless they are willing to take a pay cut.

Yep and an awful lot of places set their own pay scales - so much lower than what you would expect. Depressing.

beanielou

Buffythedebtslayer wrote: »

It isn't.

I think I have to make sure my life outside of work is bigger than my life in work. so take a step back and not get involved. Make sure other stuff takes up my time.

XX

More or less what I said to B the other day xx

Buffythedebtslayer

Not been sleeping this week at all, which is unusual. Last night had a lovely evening with a friend, she cooked a really nice meal. But I woke up this morning with a sore throat and earache so I called in sick. Not really normal for me but I am working Saturday as well so need to be well for that.

I checked all my accounts. All good.

Feel like crap tho. so back to bed!

beanielou

Hope that you are on the mend soon xx

Buffythedebtslayer

Still have a sore throat, spent all day in bed asleep pretty much, fever broke this even tho so am on the mend. My sheets are beyond needing washing, a good burning should be on the cards but I don't have the energy. Yuck.

Spends today.

1. Roller thing for Mum - she has plantar fac.....something or another. (8)
2. Present for friend's little boy (20)
3. Petrol - (40)
4. purchased school resources by mistake (!!!!!!) hopefully will get a refund.

Am weirdly hungry. Might have cocoa.

xxx

Honeysucklelou2

Hope you are fully recovered soon...not long til half term.

Buffythedebtslayer

Felt like crap all day. Earache has the ability to reduce me to a whiny six year old at ten paces.

Work sucked BIG ONES.

D ick texted. Made me STUPIDLY happy. STUPIDLY. I am such an idiot. stupid stupid stupid. He is not interested. I just want to feel.......safe. Like someone can't just come and turn my life upside at a moment's notice. And the thing is
life can be turned upside down at a moment's notice. That is the point. You have to deal with it. Every time he gets in touch it just makes me feel so vulnerable. I can't relax. I hate not knowing when in reality I do know, it just isn't finished.

I am starting a new health "thing" on Monday. Mum has injured her neck so swimming is out for now. So instead I am going to walk down to the high street and back again, should take me about 40 minutes. Will take longer first off obviously, I am so unfit. And it is a big hill! Am continuing with the yoga and will do the work M, T, W. I have a DVD to start the following week. And then hopefully one of the walks to switch to swimming.

Need to check the spending. I had to buy my friend's birthday present, and in order to get it here on time I ordered my new trainers - which I wasn't going to get till pay day. Oops.

All this other stuff from work is playing on my mind. please let all the vulnerable kids be ok this weekend.

Ugh. I want to curl up on a sofa with D ick. And feel safe.

XXXXX

beanielou

We all want to feel safe.
Dont know what to say to that really.

Hope the kids you are thinking about are safe over the weekend xxx

Buffythedebtslayer

Yeah I know. I think I am just feeling a bit sickened by the world and its problems.

I think I shall go to bed!

XXX