“Rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life.”

WannabeFree

Thank you beanie. I worry how I come across sometimes

We should manage budget wise for food and things. It's just the extras. Xmas is obviously a worry although deep down I know they will be happy with anything. We have been in this situation before but they have always had gifts of the small amount of family members we had and now I've cut them off they won't (although they haven't made the effort to contact us either)

I haven't done the Christmas lights I've posted on freecycle for a tree so will see what happens. I feel really guilty taking/asking for things when there is so many people so much worse off than us

I have the meeting with youngest's nurses/consultant etc tomorrow and I'm really nervous. We've had quite a few hospital and A&E visits since the last meet and I'm worried what this will mean med wise. She is already suffering side effects from what she already takes. I don't know why I'm posting this I know there's nothing I can do and it isn't really MSE related Sorry

x

beanielou

It really doesent matter at all if it is MSE related at all.
Its your diary so post on your diary as you want.

I witter on on mine about my disability as it has an effect on me & an effect on my ability to be MSE.

teafor2

Morning Wannabe. Just popping by to say I hope you're feeling a bit better about things today and that the nurse/consultant appointment goes well. x

HairyHandofDartmoor

Good luck with your medical meeting. You can post whatever you like on your diary, we don't mind. And you come across as a lovely person having a tough time but coping admirably .

please-let-me-be-lucky

Good luck with the appointment today Xx

beanielou

Hope all goes well today:)

WannabeFree

Thank you for all your replies.

Just having half hour with a cuppa before I go collect her from school.

I think we will put the lights and things up tonight. Can always switch them onto a tree if we come across one. It will make the smalls happier having something Xmas related up

Still feel very much on the very edge of the topping point but got to get on with it.

Hope everyone is well

x

HairyHandofDartmoor

I hope the appointment went okay.

Charity shops have small trees for a few pounds sometimes, have you looked for one there? I would definitely put the lights up, it will cheer you all up .

WannabeFree

Today didn't go too well. I'm not sure what else to say.

My heads in a whirlwind and I'm not sure what to do.

beanielou

Is there anything any of us can do to help?
PM if you prefer.