When things hit rock bottom the only answer is to fight the way back up...

Honeysucklelou2

Sorry to read the last few days have been low for you. You have achieved so much this holiday with getting the girls room decorated...you're amazing! Hope the lowness lifts for you soon. I'm finding that when a relationship ends it's like a grieving process and low days can hit quite out of the blue as it were.

Hiddenidenity

Well that was a long day wasted really. However change in meds and things maybe I'll feel more human soon. I guess it takes a while to find the balance of being a zombie or crazy.

I'm actually having a coffee (not an expensive nice one) then I must get home before my kids think I've abandoned them :rotfl:

Toni'sfriend

Maybe the change in medication might help your mood. You have been through a lot of major changes in your life recently so not surprising you're a bit at sixes and sevens. Hope you feel brighter tomorrow.

missymoo81

Hey lovely, well done on sitting through the waiting time. I never use my time wisely, I always see it as phone play time, especially when I don't have any small ones needing my attention, going to the dentist/Drs etc ends up being a treat for me to get some me time lol. I hope you feel brighter my dear.

DrSpendLittle

Hi Hidden, just dropping in to say Hello and to thank you for your diary. I spent the weekend reading it from start to finish and I greatly admire how you are dealing with your debts. You've inspired me to start my own diary. Subscribed and look forward to joining you on your journey. Full steam ahead!

Hiddenidenity

Thank you

I think with the meds I'm being impatient. However I am happy with the decision I needed to change from what I was on, I had no feelings at all on them. Now I think I need to ride it out and give chance to the ones changed 2 weeks ago and the ones added in today to see if it balances out.

Anyway enough of my moans.

I am home. I have baking to do. It was a NSD until I popped into MR T for something for my mum. Cheese reduced to 41p can't be missed at less than £1 per KG for mature 'branded' cheese. Bread reduced to 11p easier than making it Fruit/veg/meat reduced. Anyway in the end what would be full price £70_ For less than £17. So while I didn't grocery shop for my meal plan I will take this from this week's budget. Now I need to bake/freeze and sort so nothing goes to waste.

Also about 100 eggs from mum. Her farmer friend gave them her but she definitely won't use them

missymoo81

Yaaay for the cheap shop and a million eggs! What lovely baking to be done! X

Hiddenidenity

I feel really ungreatful because I really don't feel like baking or doing anything to be honest

missymoo81

Well don't lovely, kick back and have a coffee and do it tomorrow. Go easy on yourself x

mummytogirls

Wow to all the bargain reductions HI, you just can't miss these opportunities can you!!!

Will you be watching bake off next week? Since you are so good with your baking!! xx