Here we can all be heard for a little while. Part 2

elsien

I am trying to muster up the enthusiasm to take Gitdog out. He's being a pain but it's cold, dark and raining.
Then again it's either that or the cleaning......

And next door's music has just gone on again.

pollyanna_26

Faerie I am so glad to read your latest post . You sound quite positive and upbeat . I am aware you are still worried and anxious but if you look back over the last week ,things are hopeful and things will move forward . The help is available to get you better housing . The bpd centre sounds promising and will give you a purpose and structure to your days . There is nothing worse than being isolated and having such massive worries .
Regarding the past to repeat a sentence I have said a few times in the past few days " Let it go " The man is history , we can't change the past , karma will catch up one day and he should not be given another thought ever .
I know you will be seeing the gp again Is this the nice one you saw I know you have meds for pain but do you have any for anxiety ?
If not perhaps the doctor could give some to calm you until you get to the clinic . It will be the first day of spring in four weeks and I hope it means a better life for you .
polly

pollyanna_26

WW I hope you feel better soon . At least the scan has come pretty quickly .Oh and Lw sound lovely , glad your being looked after . I found fentimans ginger beer good when I had the recent virus . When I could face food porridge , mashed up soft boiled egg , a little mashed sweet potato and initially warm custard and even tinned warmed rice pudding .
Cally I understand exactly what you meant in your brave post yesterday . I hope it helped you to get the words written down .

calleyw

Afternoon Ship mates,

Hugs, handshakes and squishes to all that need them. Thank you everyone for your kind words about my honest post.

Right here is the photo as promised. Taken so long as the scanner/printer would not pay ball. And also could not remember which picture site I was signed up to :rotfl:




This was taken 16 years ago on March the 4th. Most people say I have not changed in that time.

Yours

Calley

Pyxis

Out of all the routes in all the world, you have to swan onto mine......




Perhaps it's Route Cygnet-Six?

whitewing

calley,

what a lovely photo and what a handsome couple you make. You both look so kind.

(I am going back to catch up on the thread now).

Waves_and_Smiles

What a lovely photo, Calley! Funnily enough you look just as I imagined you!

Hahahaha! I love Cygnets! Where I used to live a pair of swans lived on a nearby lake. They were very people friendly so would come to you for food and you could even cuddle them. One year they had a cygnet who was very brave indeed and would eat from your hand and stick it's head in your bags. This is where I discovered they have incredibly sharp beaks! I had swan food (which I bought especially because I am nice like that) on the palm of my hand and while feeding it the little thing managed to rip a huge gash along my palm. I was a lot more cautious after that but still fed them because I loved them.

calleyw

Waves_and_Smiles wrote: »

What a lovely photo, Calley! Funnily enough you look just as I imagined you!

Thank you. Too kind.

:rotfl:Not sure why but I laughed when I read that.

It is funny how you picture people and some times you get it wrong. I am of course nearly 16 years older and about stone and half heavier.

My husband still has the bow tie and waist coat and can still fit in to it :eek:

Yours

Calley

Waves_and_Smiles

Hahahahaha! It's funny, because I have always pictured you just like that in my head, very pretty and very kind. Your husband looks like a very kind person, too. I am so glad that you have each other, it doesn't matter what they relationship is, you know you both have a lifelong friend.

faerielight

Pollyanna , I'm on a truck load of drugs. pregabalin, seroquel, sertraline, but I'm pretty unsedatable., The only drug that works is vallium, but they won't let me have it any more. The dr is upping my antidepressant on mon, so ?I'll see of that helps.
I've got my best female friend coming over this eve to watch crime dramas.. I always see her once a week on Sat, it's the highlight of my week
Cally.. you look so gorgeous, you're glowing, and your man is handsome too x