Here we can all be heard for a little while. Part 2

Wellyboots6

Blummin baby is lay gurgling and yawning and looking all cute for hubby. He is going all gooey over her and telling her how good she was last night and how well he slept.

She has been awake since 1am grunting like a pig and demanding feeding every half hour!

So jealous of his ability to sleep through it.

Saw relatives last night I don't like. One kept asking and asking to hold her. I kept saying she wasn't very well (she still has a stomach upset and is very uncomfortable) and would rather she just slept. They kept asking, and when she was asleep stroking her face and heaf etc and then seemed shocked when I said I didn't want her waking. Hubby caved in the end and handed her over. I ended up leaving the room as I was cross. Not sure why it wound me up so much.

I would have joined your conversation last night WaS and MU, I was reading but couldn't reply due to being one handed!

Melly you are so strong. I really don't know how you are managing to cope with your situation

elsien

The thing I don't get, Melly, is why the ha won't move you anyway.
Even if it was a lifestyle clash, it's got to the point where it's clearly not going to unclash because you've already tried mediation and the other routes.
I can't see how keeping you there is in anyone's interests. Unless they've got to the point where they've got themselves to a standpoint they can't/won't back down from.
Doesn't make sense to me.

Welly, it's a bloke thing. My brother recently admitted to being woken by baby but pretending he was asleep on many an occasion.

mellymoo74

That's it exactly elsien.
I spoke to the homeless team at the council yesterday to arrange the interview first question was have you requested a transfer.
Her response when told yep 3 different empty properties was that she was disgusted with their behaviour

If they admit they were wrong they will need to move at least another 3 tenants and review policy so they can't.
The health was an out but their nasty to be honest

mellymoo74

Thanks welly
I'm stubborn and hate injustice plus I do it for OH. I'm not coping I'm down to 6 stone

mellymoo74

Mri tonight
Not looking forward to that either

Pyxis

MessedUp, why not try writing everything down? That way, you can read over it, edit it, and put it in order of priority.

Use bullet points, rather than writing it as an essay, and try to keep it to an A5 size sheet, (as it can then fit in your paper notes envelope at the surgery.

That way you'll you won't forget anything, and the GP will have a record of what you've said.

Keep a copy for yourself, so that you know what you've told him.

Also, take the counterfoil from your last prescription, just in case they don't have a record of what you're taking.

calleyw

Waves_and_Smiles wrote: »

Sorry that you feel low today Calley, I hope by the time you read this in the morning that you feel a bit better. You aren't alone, we are all here!

Not really feel a lot worse this morning. just seen next door swanning around with her boyfriend. Which just makes me realise what I don't have in my life.

Anyone who gives a !!!!!! and wants to be with me. And how sad and pathetic and empty my life is. And whats the point. My family don't care. I can go weeks without being in contact and do they bother to check I am ok, nope. Not unless they want something.

I laughed when my nephew asked the question do you have any friends. I said of course I do. But inside it was a like a stab to the heart. As I don't really. I have couple of people I text and come and see me and yes I would class as friends but when it hits the fan I don't have anyone. Well apart from my husband.

I tired of pretending everything is ok. I am tired of pretending I like myself. The person that has caused the most amount of issues in my life is gone now I can only assume for good. Which has two sides good and bad to it.

Just can't see how its going to get any better. Seems men only want me for sex. I don't have any female friends.

I am very touched that everyone cares on here. Buts its just not the same as having someone in real life.

No point even trying to run away from it all. As I can't run away from myself.

I can just see the days and weeks, evenings and weekends just being empty and lonely and spent on my own for ever at the moment.

Sorry to so negative today. Not even sure why I got up and out of bed. Only good thing was after all the stuff I ate last week stayed the same weight not sure how though.

Yours

Calley

calleyw

mellymoo74 wrote: »

I'm not coping I'm down to 6 stone

oh Melly,

Don't know what to say accept that makes me very worried and concerned for you.

((((((((((((((((hug))))))))))))))

If you are not looking after yourself you won't have the strength to keep going. But do understand totally why you are so tired and worn out and not eating.

Yours

Calley

Solarjunkie

Posted by someone I care about a great deal -

In memory of those I have lost:

Let people help you. Talk to friends, family. Don't be a martyr to pride.

#WorldMentalHealthDay

codemonkey

Melly, I'm going to be blunt here because I think we all know what's going to happen if you keep walking too far and not eating. Best case: You're going to collapse, end up in hospital being force fed on a drip and admitted to an ED unit. Worse case scenario, you're going to die.

This is the number for the eating disorders phone helpline
01494 793223 - I would like you to call and talk to someone. If you can't - here is their email support@eatingdisorderssupport.co.uk

There is also beat - http://www.b-eat.co.uk/support-services/helpline

You must make an emergency GP appointment on Monday. I don't care how busy you think you are because if you so not get help you are going to die.

Sorry. I refuse to sugar coat when your life is in danger.