Job on the line. Debt must go!

Brightspark87

Morning all

Still no update re authorisation. I am going to try and put it to the back of my mind today... Another beautiful sunny day in london town....

Apart from my £2 donation for the cake at work and buying a £30 two together rail ticket (which was saving us £40 in train tickets to my brother graduation) it was a NSD and dinner came from the cupboards.

Brightspark87

Morning all! still all quiet on the authorisation front... but its another beautiful sunny day in London.

Had a lovely tea of chicken sweet potatoes and kale last night felt very healthy!!

Hope you are all good?

I am checking out some of the amazing recipes and tips on the old style board it really is a wealth of info!

Brightspark87

This is like a broken record... still no news re authorisation.

Plus with all this stress over job I have been eating badly.. no excuse but still.

Also, been naughty with the spends. Bought biscuits and posh yoghurt (I know how to party!!) total spends £3.55.

Never mind will rein myself in and cross fingers crossed it will all be ok soon. x

Brightspark87

Sorry to bore you all again with all my job stuff.

Its really stressing me out!!

I am now having to provide a full list of all debts and assets along with a repayment plan. This feels like such a major deal. Its humiliating, and I feel completely ashamed.

off to paint my nails, and hate myself for my debt and my past.

nellis10

Brightspark87 wrote: »

Sorry to bore you all again with all my job stuff.

Its really stressing me out!!

I am now having to provide a full list of all debts and assets along with a repayment plan. This feels like such a major deal. Its humiliating, and I feel completely ashamed.

off to paint my nails, and hate myself for my debt and my past.

Fingers crossed it gets your certified quicker!! I know it's really embarrassing to have to show your personal life to strangers, but once it's done it's done and you get ur certification and move on to bigger and better!

Brightspark87

Dear all

After a crap nights sleep, stress worrying tossing and turning I woke up this morning feel frustrated. I have provided these people with everything, bared my whole life open to scrutiny. No wonder that most people in this role are wealthy men. If I had no debt I wouldn't have this stress. I would have just ticked the box to say no issues and got authorised overnight. I feel that as a women who has had relationship issues I am being punished. I know they say that its no longer people from money who rule the world, but if my mum and dad gave me £13,000 I wouldn't have this issue. (not slagging anyone on here off but just comparing myself to a work colleague).

Sexism and elitism is still alive in the city of London in 2014.

please-let-me-be-lucky

Hope they get it all pushed through quickly for you.

Think of yourself as a better candidate BECAUSE you've had debts and are sorting them out, rather than a worse one. What lessons are learned from Bank of Mum and Dad??!! Xx

*Robin*

Hi Sparky! :hello:

Found you and subscribed.

The shenanigans you're being put through at work sounds horrible; hope you get good news soon. <fingers crossed>

please-let-me-be-lucky wrote: »

What lessons are learned from Bank of Mum and Dad??!! Xx

Interesting question, Lucky.
:think:
.......As someone who is Bank of Mum, reckon I should give measured thought to this one. Cheers.

Brightspark87

hi guys like I said not judging anyone who does receive any money - I am lucky that my parents support me in many ways and its just frustrating in an 'industry' that says its doesn't matter where you come from etc everyone equal, that people who get hands outs (someone I work with had all his debts paid by his dad) get further than those of us who have to pay for our bad choices.....

I hold my hands up my debt is my problem and I am dealing with it but just wish I wasn't being dragged over hot coals for it....

Brightspark87

BUT happy that I have had my LBM dealing with my choices and trying to stay positive! I am normally a truly happy bubbly person, this has just bought me down.

Sorry for being down everyone!

This weekend there have been spends but all planned spends, so on budget!