talk me down please

pollyanna_26

Melly That's good news re the ed unit . Don't be worrying make that call as soon as you can as between the housing , setting up things for your husband and all the everyday stuff you need to book things in before things possibly overlap .
I hope you had a good sleep eventually , should be easier once everything's set up .
I know you'll be panicking over your ed appointment but remember we've got your back and will do our best to support you through these things .
If you look back over the nightmare that was last year you've now got a nice clean page and things happening to make this a better year xx

Huge back to you Tuna , how lovely to have a foster cat
polly x

mellymoo74

In case you can't tell I am not thrilled at calling somewhere else and then doing the same crap all over again.

Slept all day
Pickle is in a very cheeky mood
She has just grassed her dad up lol

mellymoo74

Thanks Poll

That made me feel better

pollyanna_26

Good I'm sure all here will support you . Remember I have in the past threatened to SHOUT at you when you've needed a push
Hope it's more peaceful without the neighbour from hell and you get some peace
Love polly xx

mellymoo74

My big tomcat has given me a huge love

Kev has just strolled in gave a love started eating and gave another love.

Ty is out being a tiger.

Its how clear the booklet makes the fact I wil have no control that is upsetting

A really forceful face love by my Kevin made that better

thorsoak

mellymoo74 wrote: »

That will be ace for tuna

Xxx

Got letter today
I have to call for an appointment with the ed unit
It has a whole list of stuff they grass you up for
Oh
I have to call within 7 days

As you have nothing to be "grassed up" for - you have nothing to worry about xxx

mellymoo74

It's more the clear loss of control thoresoak

Don't do this
We will tell psych tea
Do this
We will tell psych team

I am not 5.

Right Kevin loves me so all is right in the world

pollyanna_26

Melly it is scary to lose the control you've used to cope but you are an intelligent woman to lead a calmer and healthy happy life the clinic is your best chance of reaching that point . Baby steps sweetheart , think of passing your test , returning to work and walking without shaking as you're too weak to do so .
You've sought the help for your husband now take the help for yourself , you wont move forward without it .
Now I need a virtual kick up the bum , I've been putting off washing my hair for two hours and need to do it now or I'll be rushing in the morning .
Be like Mooloo and start picturing the life you want , she's making it happen day by day .
It will all be ok sweetheart
polly xx

mellymoo74

I know

It's so bloody hard though and I am trying to stop myself indulging in other behaviour's I use when I am making myself eat.


Tomorrow is OH CMHT assessment we have had a lovely couple of days and still have a week and a half left of blissful silence

mellymoo74

Tiger babies last night