talk me down please

mellymoo74

I know Meri, just the scum was threatening a disabled man really hard aren't they.
The police person I spoke to on 101 actually said well name calling isn't a criminal offense (she shut up and logged it when I said it depends on the name, fairly certain if it's a name relating to race or sexuality it's a criminal offence)

Are you ok? Xxxx

mellymoo74

OH has majorly relapsed.
Have talked him down I think

Georgiegirl256

Big hugs Hun x x I hope you and your OH are ok? They sound horrible people upstairs. I hope something gets resolved soon, you can't go on like this.

mellymoo74

Child isn't there again odd timing that.

OH will be ok have calmed him down and he's loving tomcat at the minute

My heads going to explode

Flybaby

~~squish~~

mellymoo74

No police contact

Mobility pants

OH getting fluids in me then we assess might just go to A&E

geminilady

Melly I would go to A &E you need a good check over you have not been right for a long time

mellymoo74

I know couple of months weak arm and leg.
That's why I panic it looks more and more like it was a minor stroke rather than tia

ETA we spent most of the start of this year in and out of hospital with MIL I am a bit sick of the place which also isn't helping

ognum

mellymoo74 wrote: »

I know couple of months weak arm and leg.
That's why I panic it looks more and more like it was a minor stroke rather than tia

ETA we spent most of the start of this year in and out of hospital with MIL I am a bit sick of the place which also isn't helping

I have read your diary on and off for a while and I don't want to sound rude or abrupt but for someone who appears to be intelligent and capable you are behaving in an erratic manor.

The reason for going to A and E is because you are sick, the fact that your MIL was in hospital is neither relevant or pertinent. Why do you value yourself so badly?

Yes, you have other commitments but how will your animals or your husband cope if you are perminatly disabled, why are you constantly hurting yourself?

I have two thoughts and maybe they are not what you want to hear, either you are not as I'll as you constantly update and are a drama queen or you actually want to get sicker!

Yes this is tough love but if you are ill then you need to go to hospital now!

mellymoo74

I know it's a phobia, I know why I'm doing it but can't stop.
Little bit of myself saying what you did (nothing wrong with you, just migraine, your wasting their time) other bit saying leg doesn't usually get weak and arm would be back by now get to the hospital. Huge chunk telling me everyone I know in the last few years who'd been to hospital is dead, logic telling me that's not hospitals fault.

Do you see where I'm going......