Depression Support Thread

queensway_boy

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Diamond78

Hello Friends,
Hope your all good 2day. I did try and reply earlier but it signed me out, so all the stuff i wrote was for nothing. Having a few bad days again, im due on soon so i tend to feel worse.

Hows u shazrobo?Hope ur feeling better hun and ur arms better.
Meyore hello and hope ur ok too hun.
Tulip and you hun, waving to u lol
rainbowchild(sorry if spelt wrong) glad u went docs and got time off work. Sod what work think and say,its not like they are helping ur situation, more like trying to make u feel worse, well dont let em get to u ok enjoy the time u have off and try and do things u enjoy.
Steph, hope ur good to hun and sending u hugs.
Many more on here to,sending u all hugs

RBK, hows u?Hope good and feeling well.Im stressed as always, laptops playing up and wont charge up properly, stressed with my housing situation as im gettin no where with the council, all i get told is im non priority, huh as far as they are concerned I can rot in here with the mice that live here,i hate it so much and i know i will never be happy living here so how am i gonna get better-Im not:eek: The flat is not classed as a 2 bed but they say the living room can be used as a bedroom-living room and kitchen are in one where theres mice

Anyway getting to the bit where you dont know what to do???Listen sweety,your getting cold feet, which is absolutly normal hun,im the same.I will like a guy,pursue him and then get cold feet and not want to know him.Im very strange(never use to be this strange)Dunno if its my age or what ive been thru ie the domestic violence ect but i feel i dont want to do all the dating and getting to know someone again and letting them in my life and head if that makes sense.I moan i dont want 2b on my own,that I want to be loved and cared for,i see others who i admire for being strong and being a great couple but then i get this coldness where i cant bear to be with anyone.I have so much love in me and so much love to give but i have become a very cold person when it comes to relathionships.I was chatting to that guy on facebook for a while, he seemed nice and he is.After a while, i went off him when he wanted to meet up ect, so i stopped chatting to him then i felt bad then he stopped chatting for a while as he was having probs.I was a bit horrible to him then but we got chatting again and we met up.His so lovely but a few years younger than me, he has no kids ect but is a nice person,he wants to meet again and ive got cold feet again.I like him but i dont want to fall for him and get hurt as i fall for guys easily and gethurt easily.I dont want to be in a relathionship and i dont want to be the bit on the side.Do i know what I want - NO!!!:rotfl:

His txt me a few times, been online but im offline, i feel im cruel but the way i see him is like the rest of guys who have used me in the past and just taken advantage of me.I am taking things slowly but its like i say, i like him and dont want to like him more coz then i will want him more and come across desperate, he lives very close too.

So go with your heart hun, coz the longer u leave it and delay the meeting up the harder it will get.I know ul be fine and it will go well.

HUGSSS 2 u all xxxxx

Diamond78

queensway_boy wrote: »

Hugs to all






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awwww queensway_boy hugs to u aswell xx

meyore

Hi diamond, how are you today?

Xx

Diamond78

week wrote: »

Hi to all
Welcome rainbowchild.
Not had a very good day and feel very down. Work was bad(worst it has felt in ages-like 6 months) customers all seemed to have big problems and wanted to moan and a co worker was very rude to me in front of lots of other members of staff. He told me to stop shouting at him, which I wasnt! and I said I am not shouting at you and he said "yes you are". I can talk loud but that was not me shouting!! Believe me if I had been shouting he would know. I was very taken aback and embarrassed in front of lots of people.
I told my manager and she emailed his manager to complain and I was visibly upset(not tearful just anxious and irritated). I should not have let him bother me, I hardly know him and have only ever been pleasant to him. The customers continued to have big problems and issues for the rest of the day, I was so fed up at the end of my shift. I then floated around the shops buying stuff I don't want or need(just got paid) to try and cheer myself up but it didnt work. I need to go and empty my car, it is full of bits of a wardrobe.
Must go back later tonight!
K.

Hey Hun,
Hope you have managed to relax a bit after todays rubbish day at work. Dont let that pig get to u who was rude to you in front of others. I hate ppl like that but luckily its being dealt with and tomorrow is a new day. Its hard when you try and not let ppl get to you but one can only take so much. I went to buy something for myself today to cheer myself up, didnt really look in the end so got my son a toy from woolies, thought sod it, id rather buy for him than me. Its his borthday soon so i have to save the pennies now, havent got a clue what im gonna do for his borthday, cant even think clearly or properly anymore.
I wish i could win some money from th elottery and have a home of my mine, im not even asking for loads.Im really sleepy today and so tired, all i want to do is sleep.Gonna watch holby in a bit and do my sons sticker book which i got him lol should be fun.xx

Diamond78

meyore wrote: »

Hi diamond, how are you today?

Xx

Hiya Meyore,
Im fine thanks, just feeling bit rubbish today as trying to sort out housing problems and im not getting anywhere so its getting me down.Also am waiting for compensation from 2006 not much a few hundred but its just dragging and its me who has to do all the chasing up, im sick of it all and tired and fed up.I hate hearing my own voice, hate all the talking in my head and just feel a bit weak at the mo.My sons happy tho so he keeps me going, i got upset and cried today, had my back turned and was so quite but DS heard and gave me big hug.Think i need an early night as having to many late ones. Hows u?Hope ur good n well xxx

meyore

I'm happy enough today-its the first day of my fortnight off and I've kept busy. Had my legs waxed for the first time ever today! Went and did touristy type things-I don't appreciate what a nice place I live in sometimes.

Sorry to hear about your problems-at least your son is keeping you going

Xx

Stephb1986_2

shazrobo wrote: »

its a he? does he have a name lol
my car is a she, called bertha lol, cos its biggest car i ever had, bit like a bus so big bertha.
no idea where or if we will go, doubt it will be this year, so plenty time to pluck up the courage and think about it
shaz x

Yeah its a he lol ive called him snobbers he was still sat there with dirt on him
I go on holiday quite a bit really

Steph xx

RainbowChild_2

I am so glad i said hello in this thread sounds daft dunnit

You're all fab and I am like the new girl in the class...have to remember loadsa names so will speak to you collectively!
We're all very different yet all very similar and thats what makes it good.
Anyways it sounds like you have all had busy days.. some better than others suppose its the way the cookie crumbles..unfortunately...:rolleyes:

Diamond do what you feel you are comfortable with
Week - you have had a bad enough day to last you all week - be kind to yourself
Tulip....I'll give you a wave

Shaz & RBK give yourselves some love and tender care

Am I waffling? :cool: Sorry but I quite like it here...kinda like a nice, safe warm and cozy duvet!

I had a visit from my Boss today and it was quite supportive, me and OH have decided to go out for a run in the car tomorrow after 4 weeks hiding away if I can get my sorry backside out the bed!

Anyway soz for the bore ..laters xx

Stephb1986_2

Hi rainbow welcome to the thread.

how are you today??

Steph xx