Depression Support Thread

shazrobo

happy birthday gilly, hope you have a great day, save me a slice of cake :rotfl:
big hugs
shaz x

Horasio

I feel physically sick today. I managed to have breakfast but don't know what is the best thing for me.

My choices

We share a gorgeous place but he will wreck it
He gets an average place and so do I, I don't have to stay here.

I don't want to settle up here but don't know where I do want to settle. I don't want to be too near my mother. She can be great but she is a controlling, strong person and I feel I will be swapping one moody person for another.

At best my OH and my mother make me feel great then when I feel I can go forward and build on the nice feeling, they deflate me and are horrible to me when I don't feel well.

Everyone else I know is indifferent and don't care about me. I feel invisible and a nobody.

Sorry I am repeating myself but I am going round in circles.

I wish my family wouldn't mess with me - you have to trust someone, so why do my family build me up to destroy me?

I spend days getting over feeling hurt, feel OK again, only to be knocked down again.

I stops me trusting others and looking for new relationships.

feelinggood_2

Happy Birthday to me too! Finally a grown-up, 21 today! I'm off to Korea for 2 weeks on Saturday, first holiday in a while and I'm looking forward to it.

Horasio

Happy Birthday Feelinggood and Gillette:)

BigMummaF

:rotfl: Yeay....2 lots of cay-kies!!!I'll save some room by leaving the lettuce off me burgular in a mo:p
:bdaycake:for Feelie & :bdaycake: for Gillie...Very Best Wishes for all Good Things my friends.x

Welcome too, to Karen & Celestine; Tulip is our welcoming committee chairperson, but she's just begun a well-earned break in bonnie [STRIKE]Southend[/STRIKE]Scotland so you'll have to suffer us till she gets back:D The Rules are....there are no rules, other than respecting other people's situation. Just post as & when you fancy OK?

Blimy Ethel you sure you wanna keep seeing this geeza? Don't sound very hygenic to me
"best in the country in his field" in one post, then to make things worse you say "might say it's a field trip" in another post!!! Is he a doc or a vet:rotfl: Perhaps you're talking about getting Gillie seen to ......

I reckon you lot had all the blue smarties anyways..:rolleyes: ..n you just got raided by the Tiffy Fluff-nickers so had to fess up. ILGD is noticable by her absence....she's also close to The Badge IYKWIM......as in species perhaps, primarily M-O-L-E -like if you ask me:cool:More than coincidence that you get raided while she's not here? I think not!!!!

I'm away to catch up on how.......howzzzz......hhhoooooooooows........chores:eek: I HATE it with such a passion, even the very word causes the screaming DTs......

Have a good day folks, enjoy whatever it brings & as always, Peaceful Minds folks. BMFx

slowlyfading

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Gilette and feelinggood! hope you have a great day xx

slowlyfading

shazrobo wrote: »

feeling really ashamed of myself right now, feel so low, that i started cutting my arm in the bathroom with a razor blade, not sh for quite a while, and when i did they were more like bad scratches, tonight i went deeper, just felt out of control doing it.

I'm so sorry to hear that shazrobo, how are you feeling this morning? Make sure you keep that clean. xx

gillette147

Having a sh** day.
Had to get up at 5:45. Had a bollocking from the boss. Forced to apologise to 30 people for something that wasn't really my fault.
Great.

week

Hi folks how are we all.
CCstar you will make the right decision about where to stay and who(if anyone) to stay with or be near to. My mother is also very controlling in my life and it is very hard to prise yourself out of their clutches. I have had some success in that she no longer calls several times a day and I dont visit every week. But If I let her, she takes over.
I left my purse in the car last night and discovered this on the train to work. Thankfully the conductor didnt come into my carriage. I had to borrow £1 to get the bus home!! I then forgot about the purse and went to the local charity shop and bought some things(rubbish according to my daughter) and looked for the purse and remembered! I owe them £4.50 which I need to take in next Wed to get the same lady. Tomorrow is valentines day and I wont get a card but I dont care as it is so commercialised it means nothing to me anyway. When my husband left me he sent a huge flower thing to my workplace WHY!!! It was not in his nature to be publicly demonstrative. I think it was guilt. When I think of Valentines day thats the memory that comes to me and it was 20 years ago. We have to dress up for work in pink or red so I will need to se what I can find.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to those celebrating today.
K.

Spikey_2

feelinggood wrote: »

Happy Birthday to me too! Finally a grown-up, 21 today! I'm off to Korea for 2 weeks on Saturday, first holiday in a while and I'm looking forward to it.

FEELINGGOOD