Depression Support Thread

Sazbo

Goodnight all, sleep peacefully my lovlies :wave:

Sazzy xxxxxxx

Diamond78

Firstly want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY GILETTE AND FEELINGGOOD!!!!Hope you had a lovely day, well i know the start wasnt good so hope you did something that cheered you up. Im sorry you had to apologise to those ppl when it wasnt your fault. Chin up hun

I have only managed to quickly read through, sorry i would of come on earlier but have been stressed out my head. My DS woke up and was all hot and crying so got him cooled downed and tried to get him to eat as his not allowed to eat after 2.30 am. I dont like starving him but its for the general anasteticc. Poor thing, his right side is all swolen, i feel so bad that he has to have 4 teeth out. Although theyare his baby teeth im so gutted, so shocked and feel like an awful mum. He doesnt even have sweets much or sugary drinks so how the hell can they decay!!!!Talk about make me feel worse mum of the year, like i havent put up with enough !!!!. Anyway had a row with spermdonor. I told a mutual friend who doesnt like spermdonor how he wasnt giving me money ect, spermdonors found this out and wa going mad at me, so this friend who isnt actually a proper friend as not seen him in over 5 years and only speak to through emails has gone and open his big mouth putting me in the !!!! basically. My ex is scared im going to open my mouth about the sordid things he does which he shouldnt be doing, basically if found out he will loose his job.

All I want is for him to leave me alone to get on with my life!!!I hate the man so much, honestly he will never leave me alone. He says to me why should he pay for our child when he doesnt see him??Maybe he has a point but his not exactly a fit father, he has his chances, he sees my child but does nothing with him apart from tough play fighting which i said no. My child has toys, books, papers and pen he can do things with those stuff so noooo spermdonor sits in my kitchen smoking away and tlking to me, not that I listen.

Anyway, ive gone on and on again, i got so scared earlier nearly peed myself, i was watching the beauty salon killer on itv, my electric went, i dont have a torch and the electric key meter is in a little store room far out lol, i was terrified thinking someone was in here hiding, i get scared like that sometimes-especially when i row with that man!!!

I have to be at the hospital for 7.30am, i dont know any cab firms around here, and i dont want to get 2 buses there although i have to get a cab back. My poor son, i hope he will be ok, i dont want to sleep, im so exausted, That fool I was chatting to , the nice guy huh well he showed his true colours, he was only interested in a shag, not that theres anything wrong with that but not when my sons here, he wanted to come mine when my son was here,eeerrr i dont think so but i said it in a nice way, i said it wouldnt be right as my son doesnt know him ,he said thats ok il get to know him, i said not that simple ect now hes blocked me on msn, wont reply to txts,wont answer my calls so his another div that i nearly fell for. I tend to like badboys, users, cheaters but why????I dont think i could be with someone that would treat me right and nice!!!

Shazrobo sending you lots of hugs and lots more hun. I hope your ok, please next time you feel or have the urge of SH, come on here and pm one of us-its very important you do, even if im not here, im sure someone else will be.Thinking of you remember, ive been there hun, i have awful scars and i dont want the same for you.

Slowlyfading, hope your ok too hun, sorry not been around properly.Once we get out of hospital tomorrow will be able to come on a bit, sperrms suppose to be coming hospital as his working nights, huh he wil lprobaly come back here but hopefully not if i say to him nicely, u should go home and get some rest!!!

I havent stopped stuffing my face with rubbish, ive got so many spots that ive squeezed and now look even worse than i did.

Hope ur all ok, to the ones i havent mentioned, its to u all, u know my memory is awful...

hugs and love to you all

xxxx

Diamond78

Sazbo wrote: »

Goodnight all, sleep peacefully my lovlies :wave:

Sazzy xxxxxxx

hope ur ok, if your going to sleep, sleep well and sweetdreams xx

Diamond78

shazrobo wrote: »

aww hope everything goes ok for him tommorrow
big hugs
shaz x

awww thanks hun, im really worried to be honest, i know he will be fine as he has had general anastetic before as he broke his front tooth which was rotting but the procedure as in doing the GA was awful, he screamed and me and the nurses had to hold him or more like pin him down so they could stick the needle in and then trying to get the gas mask or whatever it is on his mouth, i neevr wanted to go though that again, his my little baby and always will be. I didnt believe him when he said his tooth was hirting, i thought he was lying to try and get off school but when i took him school in the morning i said to the teacher his been up most of the night crying(kids can play on things sometimes)she confirmed he had mentioned tooth ache at school so i took him straight to the hospital. Luckily its a good hospital as i had my teeth done there when i was little as i got knocked down by a car, so my mouth and teeth were messy but still dentists and hospitals are frightening.

shazrobo

night sazzy, sleep well
shaz x

shazrobo

diamond, i think you should try getting some sleep hun, tommorrow is going to be such a stressful day for you.
my kids have been so lucky, so far they have never had any dental treatment, every time i take them to the dentist i'm scared in case they need any fillings. you must be so worried, but he'll be ok
big hugs
shaz x

Diamond78

thanks hun, im worried if i sleep i wont wake up,his teeth has always been good so im worried as dont know how this has happened to his teeth, he honestly doesnt even eat sweets everyday, his not a lover of sweets, certain ones he likes and thats for good behaviour. she said it is probaly drinks he has but even then, he drinks milk at night and loves his water. He has had sunnyd eith his brekkie every morning , surely it cant be that.
anyway night hun, sleep well and chat soon x

shazrobo

sunny d does have sugar in it unfortunatly. maybe some fresh orange diluted with water would be an acceptable substitute?
still think you need some sleep, set the alarm clock, you'll end up spending all night worrying otherwise, and you need to stay well for your son.
going to bed now, night night
shaz x

Miroslav

The problem when you don't come here for a few days, is that you have so much to catch up on.

How I wish I was 'normal' and coming to a depression thread was easy to do daily!

Today, not so great news. My sister, who I see rarely, told her husband she didn't love him and wants to be with someone else (she has 2 kids)

I'm not exactly someone who thinks enough of himself to think anyone would ever love me, but things like this make me think, even if someone did, they'd only tell me one day they didn't.

I really do not like life much. She's my sister, but the bloke has done nothing to deserve having his world torn apart, so now I don't know what i'm going to say when I see her and their children

Miroslav

week wrote: »

Hope you are feeling a little bit better than earlier. I went shopping with my daughter and we had something to eat which was nice. TV is rubbish as per usual on a Sat night so I will surf a little and tidy up(maybe!). Not feeling so high today which is good.
K.

I've had a miserable week, week. (No pun was intended when I started typing)

How have you been the last few days?